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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 12:11 PM Ahhhh, i love 4S. @ 11:25 AM Ws's the biggest twit ever. Omg i feel like shhhhht and i am shhhhhht. I'm sorry. In response to my misery, fatmah was like," Never mind. The class will just bitch about you for two days and then they'll forget it forever." Oh what a day. Spent the morning doing p&c and i'm glad i managed to dig up everything abt it from the back of my mind. It was rushrushrush after that, with a visit to my grandma's to borrow moolah from my BROTHER (for the glue) and then to the DIY store and to school. All within 40minutes, which wasnt alot given the travelling time. And then came the bad news. Sighs. Helped with the teachers' day thingy till 6+. Dont understand why some just refuse to help out giving the reason that "i'm bz", probably with studying i guess, when all of us are having the same prelims and dont we have to study too? You're not the only one, for god's sake. Effing selfish people, i say. Gahhhh i'm just in a bad mood. I feel the need to change myself. To turn over a new leaf. That was random, weishan. Oh. Need to study SS too. Cant get an E8 for this again! QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says: you know im kidding right in actua fact you're salty Can we take a ride? _;ws says: I dont understand QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says: hhaahahahhaa so what do you not understand abt salty? go to your kitchen and scoop a teaspoon of sodium chloride and TADA put into your mouth and you get salty! You know what tiffy? I still dont get it. (: Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 11:50 AM Hello. CHEM WAS A KILLER. The questions were barely comprehensible. Didnt know what i was writing and i left so many blanks i didnt dare count. No, no tears came but i was honestly crying silently in my heart. Oh no that happened after the paper. Was grinning and laughing to myself during the exam, since i could only choose between tearing my hair out or laugh. Hahahah. WHY SO DIFFICULT! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i did freaking electrolysis when organic chem was so easy! ARGH!!! 10 marks gone for 1 bloody question! Ohmychem, sorry sweeleng i cant go TJ with you already. ): I'm such a miserable freak. Aint i. Grrr. Was rather moody when we went to ps to get the teachers' day presents. But things got better when we went to Carrefour! Hahah! Wooo it was fun! I miss subway a hell lots! But i didnt get it. ): Had macs instead. I dont like macs. Anyway we walked quite alot i think. My legs were screaming "SIT DOWNNNNN!!!!" and the others were tired as well. Hah. Oh, and at macs, fatmah was telling louise, "eh louise i can put you in a box and provide you with only food and water, and you can take the O's the next day and still get all A1s". I dont know why but i found it really amusing. Hahah. Right, shall go sleep! Gosh, there might be another sleepover @ sarah's! Provided that mum allows. Woots! Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 2:54 PM The prelims have begun. ): English was d i s a s t r o u s. I felt really horrible cos.. i'm just not born to write and the essay was the worst i've written so far. Boohoos. Chinese was no better. Tmr's chem and emaths, both of which are vvvvvvvvvvvery important. I'll pray hard. Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 9:26 AM Am stressed. Cos i ain't studying! How ironic. Despite all the *promises*, *targets*, *dreams* and what have you, WHERE' S THE DRIVE WS WHERE'S THE DRIVE?! Hurhur. Maths tuition in the morn (which wasnt productive, mind you), and then off to cp to pick up LIME (cos it came along w some transparent cases tt i needed badly fr exams) and some maths & chem stuffs. And i've managed to get my hands on this:  No, i'm not out of my mind! (: Am online, on the pretext of RESEARCHING FOR ENG FORMATS. I'm a fool for believing such obvious and stupid lies. Hahah. Anyway, before i REALLY go to englishbiz.co, here's some photos for SOME PEOPLE! Hahah. Just a sudden act of randomness and a way to lengthen my post!  lacklo for the van! (crosses fingers&toes tt lack doesnt read my blog)  prettyleng & she doesnt knw i took it   i love my chippydale! & i'm an owner who loves its dog too (: Alright, better go study the formats now. And chem! Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 12:22 AM WALKING ZOMBIE In comp lab now for english. (: I'm dead tired and have got panda eyes today! Hahah. Saw my chem test results just now, it being the first paper in the bundle. It was shocking and i still am stunned! :\ Weird weird weird! I really didnt know how to do most of the questions! Mmmmm maybe tikaming for prelims might give me better results too. Hah. Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 2:10 PM Hmmmm blogger had some kind of a glitch just now. My laziness to write in paragraphs beckons me to resort to doing it in point form. Heh. #1 i remain in love with 'used to'! (: #2 i still cant think right. body rules over mind. cant decipher my actions and that stinks cos = i dont know myself ))))): #3 i think i'm going through a 'who am i?' phase #4 i'm so dead for chem, and hchi prelims NEXT WEEK #5 shou ce is my best friend for the week but nothing it says has been going into my head. useless friend. #6 staying back in sch and doing work is MORE productive than gg home early BUT still unproductive. so how now? Getting more frenetic day by day. Yulao asked each of us what our desired L1r5 was today. & i said 20. OH MY CHEM! ARGH & have got to pass my mother tongue! Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 3:18 PM PFFT. I hate being misunderstood. It feels like unjustice is being done to you, but whatever you say now cant change the words that have already 'tainted' others' impressions of you. Reading about it keeps bringing me back to the past and i cant get over it cos its just plain PISSIFYING. Why exaggerate on my words and make a mountain out of a molehill? Misunderstandings and conflicts arose but since the 'root of the cause' was me, i take the blame. I dont deny it was my fault, and i truly apologize in telling you what i should have not, but it was how you pushed the blame to me in such an accusing manner, as if i wanted this 'grand' scale of commotion to happen, was simply irritating. Its not called sensitive. More like desperate thus searching and paving the way for problems to arrive cos you have none. Sighs. I'm sorry. @ 1:30 PM Happened to look into the mirror just now, and i thought i saw a ghost. ARGH. I want a tan!!! Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 2:46 PM Ugh. My mum's crazy. Anyone heard of lemongrass foot therapy? Anyway i'm at the comp table now with my feet soaked in this lemongrass water thingy! It hurt shitloads when i had to put my feet inside the water cos i thought it was scalding but actl the water was not hot at all, just that i'm full of toxins and it hurt! OMG! I'm POISONOUS, people! Its going 11.50 now and i think tonight's srlys a no-sleep-night for me. 1) Chem notes - Chap 2,3,4,5,6,7 2) Chinese - Anderson ppr - YYW 3) Amaths - CSS prelim ppr - IJTP prelim ppr Plus i'm ignoring the other subjects. YIPPEEE what an exciting night. @ 10:26 AM I think study sleepover at sarah's can be considered productive. Didnt do much but at least we studied! Its a big contrast from what i'm doing now that i'm home - reading loads of xangas and my chem chap 14 is now left long forgotten on the taskbar. Have gots tons of work left: amaths, chem, chinese, emaths and others which i cant rmb. So to put it succinctly, NO SLEEP TONIGHT! Oh. I rmbed tt gerolee said nj's openhouse is coming soon so sarah & i went to check the website out, and HOLAAAH its NEXT FRI! We're going, chem remedial or not. (x I'm scared shitloads. I dont want a double digit for prelims! )): But judging by the rate things are going, it seems like i'll be stuck with --. Let's hope i'll be able to .. get into a junior college. Hmmz when was the last time i watched real tv? Hahah. I felt rly dumb when this nokia ad came on when we were watching tv and i went all "WOW" and "SO LAME!" and sarah had this really bored look and said "this has been playing for quite some time". A mocca one came out next and she asked "what about this?" and i said "no i havent seen it before" and she gave this face of shock and disbelief. Hahah, that was funny. Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 10:50 AM Its my dear partner's bdayy today. (: HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DIWU! :D I'll get you something PINK, and cute alright! Love the days when we try to keep each other awake, they're so funny! Am at sarah's place now. Her room is freezzzing cold i feel like at MtFuji Japan, or in the freezer. Dorning a jacket and have wrapped myself in a blanket and covered my feet with her chip and dale slippers, but i still caught a cold! OH GOSH. We're gonna go to chompchomp later and i hope a walk will make me better. (: Gotta go. Am supposed to be studying now, and the other person's mugging like crazy! Ugh! Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 1:39 PM My god, am so pissed. The phone bill came today and it exceeded yet again. M1 sucks big time, its always over-charging people! Not only me, but others as well. I really have no idea how i've managed to chalk up so much outgoing calls. It didnt state the no. of minutes, only the amount. And i find it really really weird cos i hardly use my phone to call others! The only time when i really talked these days was with mini-mart, and that's the only call that lasted for more than, say, 10minutes? Oh phreaaaakkkk, Am not gonna call anyone using my phone and sms-es will be limited to 5 a day, i dont care. Until i switch back to singtel, that is. Am broke for the rest of the week. ): @ 11:59 AM OOOOH MY GOD. I just finished ZUOWEN. Gosh. I'm quite amazed at myself and at the same time xtremely RELIEVED. Hohos. Almost cracked my brain trying to recollect a few memories to write about, so.. oh gosh. I'm ELATED. (: However little finishing a chinese essay means to others, means alot to me. Heee. Today was rather disastrous. Both SS and Chem tests were screwed. SS was MORE than half uncompleted. And chem was a total flunk - i just tikamed the A, B, C, D all the way. I'll be surprised if i pass. Off to be a histosaur now. whts w me and dinosaurs nwadays? haha. Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 2:08 PM Watch your back, she's a walking heart attack says: YOU BETTER STUDY CONCENTRATE AND YOU WILL REALISE IT WILL ALL PAY OFF AT THE END WHEN YOU GET YOUR RESULTS BACK SO COME ON NEHNEH YOU CAN DO IT CONCENTRATE FOCUS Watch your back, she's a walking heart attack says: MUST.CAN.WILL I LOVE HER! (: Yes. Must can will. 13 days. @ 11:03 AM I'd better get started on being a muggersaur. Roar. 4A1s. I'm just asking for 4. 2+1+1+1+1+4=10, and no more than that. Plus pass higher chinese ,of course. TJ! A part of me is doubting myself. A part of me dont dare to believe. Gosh i'm so scared for prelims. @ 9:26 AM Sometimes, i really hate myself. Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 1:46 PM You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I look around me, And I want you to be there 'Cause I miss the things that we shared. @ 6:58 AM AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I cant get anything into my head after organic freaking chem! ): ): ): I still dont understand salts after 1 year and a half! And qualitative analysis is my worst enemy (i got 1/10 for that in mye thankyou). Not forgetting METALS the humongous chapter and electrolysis. Makes me giddy after merely reading them. Argh. I give up. Nvrm, there's a variety of subjects for me to study. Amaths emaths physics geog ss hist. Pick and choose, weishan. AM SO DEAD FOR PRELIMS Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 4:57 PM I'm always saying things at the wrong time. ): @ 6:29 AM Chinese, omg. I cant believe myself, i've been listening to chinese songs the whole day! But i really adore 和你一样. Though the first few verses suck cos her voice is so deep, the lyrics are really sweet! (: Ahhh i like it so much i'm gonna put it as my blog song! :D Bye to lastfm! On a sidenote, i'm srlys dead for chem. I hope the test's not monday! ): 谁在最快乐的时候愿意和我分享 日子那么长 我在你身旁 见证你成长 永远为你鼓掌 @ 3:28 AM True bliss makes one smile on the inside. (: There's an amaths mock exam & chem test (on the entire syllabus dammit) next week, both of which i totally forgot! Till like ytd night when tsuwie told me. Shucks. I'm having mantous again! Hahah, i'm having it everyday! Oh gosh i feel like i really should go to j8 and study, cos there's SUBWAY! Hohos.  mantous are <333 Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 2:56 PM I changed my skin. Heh. Didnt intend to but i really like the simplicity of this one when i came across it. (dont ask how i found myself at blogskins) Minimart has been great entertainment today. Heh. She cut her palm with a penknife while trying to catch it when it fell frm the table! How silly is that. It was a rly deep cut though. Poor littlecuteymutt. Oh. My comments thingy is gone i realise. Hmmm anyway there's no use getting a tagboard when noone tags. How sadddd man. I thought i was smart saving money on dinner when i bought nasi lemak at bedok town centre just now. But it turned out like shizzzzz. I thought i was eating oil instead. Gosh. It was really icky and i'm still feeling oil down my throat so mum's making rose tea to er.. make me feel better? I dont like rose tea cos it tastes weird, but it smells really nice. Like a rose. (: DUH. Mum's sort of into this brewing tea thingy nowadays and i'm not excited about it cos it means me and bro are the guinea pigs. Yeah. We should get paid man. She doesnt know how to fry a fish, srlys. ECLIPSE. Oh god lousy sg doesnt stock it till end of Aug! (according to sarah) And malaysia has it! OMG i cant wait for eclipse! She'd better be a vampire HOHOZZ. Ayeee i dont feel like going out tomorrow. ): This is to tsuwie! Sorry! I think i'm beginning to sound bimbotic. NOT. Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 1:44 PM The world's indeed so smalllll. Was clicking on some random link on some ppl's blog and i came to this unknown person's xanga and she turned out to be a friend of a friend of my friend. Wow. The wonders of the internet. HAHA. Oh my i talk like a geek. @ 7:09 AM Am trying to finish Venice notes which has been taking me 2 days. This chap's the death of me. Hahah. Family's out for dinner and shopping and celebrating bro's bday. Joining them later. Argh i hate going out with my family. Sry am not a family-oriented person. Left with internal factors. Gambatei! Am stuck listening to Alexa Wilkinson. Cant find any other nice songs! Thursday, August 9, 2007 @ 2:13 PM Today's activities havent been strenuous, but i'm totally EXHAUSTED. With aching legs, a semi-conscious mind, dropping eyelids and what have you. Gosh. Must be b/c i slept at 3.30 ytd. ARGH. No wasnt studying fyi. Let me try to recall what happened these few days. .. Omg i cant think. Nvrm. TODAY. Natl celebs. Was. As boring as what i'd thought it'd turn out to be. Oh right, my dreams came true. Left home wearing sch u but the feeling was weird somehow so i changed to the red polo at the station. Was rushing like a mad cow. Didnt bring my white shorts. ): Parade. Arts performances. Community Singing. = major credits to organisers. Then shouldnt we have held a national tribute to the celebrations from the past few years? Those were a zillion times better Anw it was more like zi-high but yeah at least we jumped and sang our lungs out, heh. Renuka & fatmah were obviously treating it like a rock concert, though it seemed more like one on classical to me. Hoho but i was still enthu okay! After that went home with louise. My damned 'drunken' state refused to let me go out. ): Intended to sleep but i suddenly felt a surge of energy the minute i stepped into the house, and so didnt get a nap. Heh. Anw blog-hopped till about 5 and tsuwie called me, screaming (almost) for help. And i was unbelievably nice today, so i headed down all the way to j8 and accompanied her and her WEIRD maris friend. I talked to kingkong and tsuwie talked to her too, thus breaking her self-made promise of not talking to kingkong forever. Hahah. Then me and tsuwie went ard j8, leaving her WEIRD friend in the lib, and went grocery shopping woohoos! Blahblahblah, and then they left and i stayed till 9 to get some ss reading done. Not productive though. The effects of lack of sleep caught up with me. Ohfreak, tomorrow's bro's bday and the day after next is mom's. Havent gotten any presents yet. I think we'll be out the whole day celebrating bro's. So one day gone. Ugh life sucks. Gosh i seriously aint thinking. I think i'll wake up tomorrow morning screaming and realizing how idiotic this post had been and rushing to delete it asap. Hah. Monday, August 6, 2007 @ 1:08 PM OMG connie has a totally aweeesome blog! I'm gonna visit it EVERYDAY! Though i dont understand korean! :D Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 9:32 AM My life's really screwed. Or should i say school life, since i spend like 3/4 of my every day in sch. Argh. I cant help thinking abt the history thing. Mslizah must find me SO irritating and troublesome. I wont deny that i am. And things have been going really bad for me. I can foresee that the next few months will be harrowing. See, i cant wait to get out of this place. Only then will i be able to think normally act normally and breathe normally. I dread monday, and i've never hated school this much. Ahhh crap why do i feel so lonely again. Thursday, August 2, 2007 @ 1:17 PM HMM. Everyone whom i'm talked to today had something in common - all of them said they have not started their revision. Quite ironic eh. Ayee. Everyday's spent on mdmlum's amaths. ): If not she'll go "girlSSSS ahhhhh... why blank one!" and give you that i-hate-you-to-the-core look or point to the back of the class and off you go. Free standing. Ldrs' invest tday. Aint gonna say much, only that i think the past years' ones were nicer. Oh and that publicity video was really cool, though the running part was ummm.. hahah. Then went to charis' house after sch. I feel really bad for skipping chi remedial. ): Bt zuowen?? Hai. ): Anw both of us were so tired we just fell asleep there luh. Until 7? Gosh. Losers. I need to start revising man. p.s OMGGG i love The Curse of Curves by cute is wht we aim fr! Wednesday, August 1, 2007 @ 2:28 PM ARRGH i'm so tired. Malayan history is the bane of my life. Especially chapter 12. It took me the whole of today to finish it. Just one chapter. Gosh. What a snail. And the slime i drank just now. Snail slime. Ew. ARGH. I dont like you, malayan history. HOWWW. Should have dropped history. I really should have. And i think you should stop illtreating your blog ws. TYPE HAPPY STUFFS! Hmm like what. AH. I love Russia. That's the only chapter i like out of the entire history syllabus cos i'm always reading chapter one of my history guidebk/textbk. Absolutely awesome, aint i. Oh and stalin. He's quite a nice guy to talk about. I think i know him better than my grandfather. OK i'm going bonkers. Too tired. Must be. Ok bye blog. I'll err blog again next time. (let's hope its not 5min later) @ 12:28 PM We got back the physics test and ... PRELIM ORAL MARKS today! Mrspeh just read out everyone's marks in class, which was really horrifying! Regarding the marks, i was quite surprised cos i really thought i screwed it up. Hahah. Though it wasnt great either. Oh but physics was horrendous. ): Ugh i really dont understand this year's work. Her voice is the ultimate lullaby, srlys. Oh what a day. I cant believe i started my post with my test marks. Gosh. So nerd. Anyways, i must add that vanessa's cookies are really nice!(:I didnt dare eat them at first cos they looked like oily rocks to me (no offence!) but after that when i tried, HOLLA! (LUCKY SWEELENG DIDNT TAKE ONE) HEHEHE. Mygod i'm such a pig. Uh, thanks van! My bro is awfully caring to me. He bought the straits time for me! I felt quite molested. (x I'm drinking this unsweetened coffee and it sucks like hell. Then i put in this organic sweetener thingy , which looks like goo, but the coffee remained as bitter as ever and it felt like SLIME. Ew. Apparently i've got ALOT of chinese homework. ALOT of amaths homework. ALOT of emaths ". ALOT of hist ". And 'ALOT of time to blog' too. Get out of this place now you idiot! |