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[ WEISHAN ]
Life's a masquerade


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Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 3:41 PM

I'm so bored i need music! Or someone to talk to.
But there arent any new songs that are nice at this moment. Sad.

Lessons were plain dull, all of which were spent on going through papers.
Oh it was pouring the whole day and i had to spend the day walking around with wet shoes and socks. Feet was in an ugly state by the time i reached home. Ew.

I swear i wont mention anything about post-secondary plans or pae or whatever from tonight onwards. If not louise and joy will completely ignore me due to extreme irritation. Kd.

Oh chemistry has been moderated. To 71 - A2. Yay! I'm a happy girl, though the change still doesnt affect my aggregate in any way. Can only pin all my hopes on english and physics now, which seems quite impossible.

Neighbour's cake was really good! And no diarrheoa! Hahah.
Do you see this, kelly? :D
I envy those who can work an oven.


20-something more days to O's.



Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 2:04 PM

Am deadbeat after the events of yesterday night and today.
There are tons of photos but i'm too lazy to put them up.

Hmm results are all out. Did better than i expected, considering the amount of effort i put in for prelims (which was much less than that for mye). Sciences were a let-down, and humanities were wayyyyyyyy SHOCKING, on the good side.

I know my l1r5's not as great as the others', but i think i've gotten more than what i deserved since i really slacked like crazy during that period. So yup, contented.

After sch was to east coast park w dynamite.
Rented skates for 2hrs bt mine was of such lousy quality i couldnt skate properly, ARGH! Oh fadi fell on her ass more than 3 times! ROFL. Sry thats mean, but i fell too okay! Oh and when i was falling (super unglam), charlene saw and she went "WEISHANNNN!" and ended up falling too. -_-" HAHAHAHAH.

There was this skate-thru at macs so some of them went there while me mu and sarah returned our skates. Did some more stuffs, and left. OH AND I HAD SUBWAY! :D :D

Sarah and me were apparently quite bored so we walked ard east coast looking for VJ and we found it after 20min! Hahah. Walked 1 round ard the campus gates, and saw evelyn's car! Went to parkway to get some stuffs and homed.

Oh no i forgot there's eng mock exam tmr.

hello i knw you dont give a fking damn abt us and see no worth in coming along but you know what you're nt sorely missed and yr absence was greatly welcomed, stuckup b

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Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 12:34 PM

Woke up at 12ish; been sleeping alot nowadays.
Literally dragged sarah out of her comfort zone (room) and out to vivo! Hahah. Thanks sarahrahrah. (:
Wanted to watch stardust but its not out yet. ):
Helped her get her cousin's stuffs and boy, she took like eons to finish choosing. Walked around and we were going gaga over the shoes in river island.
There was this really cool wallet that i liked.
Oh and i love pull&bear! (:


[postnote]
The mandarin version of Bet On It is quite um good! Except when luozhixiang sang the words 'bet on it', which sounded so weird!




Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 4:55 AM

've been awfully grumpy lately.
I know its the hair. ):



Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 4:22 PM


Furball

Nice ass

Dogs emo too

Behind these hazel eyes

Hungry luh

Dogs can be like humans in some ways too

Stupid louise's feet is in the way (she's nt stupid luh)

Squeezing through obstacles

Okay what a dumb caption, that last one.
Hahah.
Not my dog.

Its joyo's. Here she is:

Pretty girl
Joy, i take nice photos right? :D

I kept mistaking nicolo for nicholyn. Ooops.
No offence.

I like joyo's room, everyone who's been there with me knows that. Hahah.

Can lie there and stone the whole day away
stoning's gd for health, says mindyourbody on 19092007

But i kept sneezing. How sad.
Use a whole box of tissue somemore. Even sadder.

Random:
YAY i love cece williams and katelyn tarver!
RAIN by Katelyn Tarver is the song of the week!



@ 1:12 PM

My hair's totally fug.
Its called "paintbrush meets the hairball". Whatever.
GROW HAIR GROW!!!



Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ 12:13 PM

Do you sit by yourself and wonder what life is all about?
If there's a purpose or a plan or does it happen by chance
Do you ever think why things always turn out right
No matter how bad you'll find your way again



Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 5:32 AM

Hahahah.
Was talking to mom and asked her if she'd mind if i were to stay at home for the 1st 3 months. And she was like why not! Wow.

And then i was complaining abt the temptation of the comp, and how charis and her bro would use the kettle wire in place for the comp wire that their mother hid. And mom was like ok i'll help you hide the wire after you're done with your notes! Double wow.

Oh then she wanted to do the same to my bro, but i was like, no he'll cry everyday.

Okay back to russia.

Just a little help is all we need
Just a little light we can see
Just a little faith leads the way



Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 1:34 PM

OKAY i've spent a mother long time on CHAPTER 12.
Its 10.30pm now and i'm still at my 1st chap, applause.
Why so long?

That feeling's coming again.
It does this everyday. Argh.
No more emo posts or i'll drink all the bottles of chicken essence and let bird flu get to me.

Nice try ws but not funny.

Tonight'll be a loong night!
TTFN.

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@ 10:00 AM

Hello.
I'm hungry.

Just had grass jelly, and i'm still hungry.
I miss home-cooked food. (my grandmother's, not my mum cos she cant work a stove)

There's hsm2 at 7.30.
Should iiiii?

No dont you dare ws.
I'm still at communist insurgency & constitutional developmt of sg, darn.
I dont even know the meaning of constitutional, wtfish.

Its such a lovely LONG chap, i'll prolly spend the rest of the day at it.
Which means no time for the other chapters.
But since its coming out so why not study just 1 chap?

No too risky.

Evryone's out in malaysia. Except me.
Grr.
This reminds me of boreng malayan history. Lovely.


In the meantime, i have to believe:

HISTORY'S COOL.
I LOVE HISTORY!



Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 2:56 PM


Donuts of the future




Chip says HI (:



Thanks mom. I'm a happy girl tonight.
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@ 9:43 AM

If i keep blogging here, i think i'll go insane.
Fish, i see so many drafts in 'edit posts'.

I feel like swearing all over again.
That one word just wont creep out of my head.

I miss missleong so much. I wish she's still here.
No its not because i think the current one is lousy or what.
She was a source of motivation and inspiration for the sec4s during their harrowing exam period, but i think our batch doesnt have any.
Result. No drive.

I've read some blogs.
I'm not alone.

Its not that i dont want to study or to do well.
Who doesnt?
We want it so badly but there's really nothing to push us on. Nothing inspiring to make us believe we can.

Now i understand why there are helplines for students during PSLE or 'O's.
I feel the immense stress and pressure, which can make you go mad and depressed any time. I've never felt this before, until now.

Difficult papers make things worse.
Confidence takes a hit and one becomes demoralised. The thought of having to face more of such papers brings nothing but dread and anxiety, especially when you know they might bring you further away from your goal.

I need a force.
Resultant force = product of mass and acceleration.


Maybe i'll delete this, and maybe not.

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@ 8:05 AM

Hahah the journey home has been really hilarious nowadays. Stupid biru (she's v clever actually) keeps laughing at me and i'll laugh back. Then we'll stop and turn away and look back and burst out laughing again. Crazy!

I'm not weird lah. I act weird. (:
(no difference, ws)


And i'm not pessismistic.
Just afraid to have too high hopes of myself, and hopefully the impact of disappointment will be lesser.

Whatever.


Sorry to those whom i've been dao/mean/insensitive to these days.



Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 2:34 PM

The Fann Wong song on 987 was ridiculous! Hahah but it was rly funny i couldnt stop laughing. There was the vitaminc Graduation song (dedicated by OLN-er!) which got me tearing. Because we're gonna graduate soon? Awww how sad. ):



Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 5:52 AM

What is a friend who completely disregards your feelings, looks past your efforts, and has an outstanding talent of making you miserable?



I feel like swearing and yelling all expletives out to make me feel better.
AH NO. Zip staple slamshut.

Weishan shall face reality right now, this day this time this hour this minute this second - prelims have not been hard. its simply cos YOU DIDNT STUDY HARD ENOUGH.

Its so easy to push the blame on others, and never yourself.

Anyway,

HAPPY 20TH BURPDAY EILEENJIE! <3
you're old :D



Monday, September 10, 2007 @ 12:25 AM

I reckon i'm going crazy.

Thankyou gc, peichun, joy, filzahhhh the chikoma, zaffie & friends. (:

Ratatouille ytd with seraphine, shisi and her friend. Wooo, seraphine's uber NICE man, she said i've pinchable cheeks. Whatever! Hahah. Got chased home immediately after the movie. TSK.

Mum bought ALOT of chocolate back. I dont know what got into her.
Coffee&chocolate = fats.
):

Diet & exercise after prelims.
Must can will.



Saturday, September 8, 2007 @ 2:49 AM

OMG look at this:


The IPOD TOUCH


OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. It totally beats the rest.

Postnote: Without Love makes me think of ______ all the time! Gosh, love it.
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@ 1:46 AM

O BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER.

Didnt do anything yesterday! Fell asleep on my bed right after i got off the comp! Loser.

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Friday, September 7, 2007 @ 5:21 PM

Hello at 3 in the morning.

I love sammmmmm and tiffy!
Gossip, joke, bitch, and no study. Hahah.
Besties unite! (ignore the cheesiness)

Yay.

Goodbye.

Oh. J, too.
She's hot.


OHX2. I feel loved today. Thankyou! (:

Ok. Am supposed to be cupping with the blackeyed-bird now. She's gonna kill me if she sees this. Hahah.

Sorry GC for being such an ass and spoiling your surprizzzz!

Ratatouille on sat. Am... not looking forward to it.



Wednesday, September 5, 2007 @ 1:28 PM

My internet died on me right after i finished a long post. Dangs.

Anyway. It just hit me that i'm frikking deaddeaddead for HISTORY.
Have not decided on which chapters to study, so needless to say, the NOTES.
Wah s*** i need a screwdriver to unscrew myself, seriously.

SS GEOG.
Throws rocksboulders at these 2 subjects.
Gonna have to live the last 3 days of sep holis memorizing all the bloody facts. No joke.

Why do i feel and sound so crude today?

Must be Amaths, yes must be.

I think i'm turning weirder each day.
Cos i studied too much.

Yeah right.

Stop worrying your pants off about how little you've studied, stop procrastinating and get your bloody fat ass on the chair and START ON YOUR REVISION YOU IDDIEOT!

Okay bye.

P.S. Sweeeeeeeeee! I need your help! I have not gotten a single question on relative velocity correct yet!!!! ):

Oh, i dreamt that i failed my higher chinese. 41/100. Gosh, i really do hope that doesnt happen. There's a possibility that this dream might come true though.


Something worth rejoicing: I CAN GET THE CHIP&DALE BEDSHEETS! WOOHOO!



@ 3:57 AM



Guess who's listening to this now. Hahahah.


Anyway, i reckon i must have been drunk yesterday night.
Have absolutely no inkling of what i said.
Poo lee, i hope you've forgotten too! :\

I feel blissful.
Hahah, its a rare & random feeling.



Tuesday, September 4, 2007 @ 9:41 AM

HSM2 soundtrack is, um, quite pleasant to the ears. But there's only a small handful of songs worth listening to.

I have a secret desire to dismantle my computer and get my bro to hide the different parts all over the house.

SHOULD STOP COMING ONLINE. UGH.
Or at least not be online 24/7. Darn, i'm should go to the clinic and get diagnosed as a computer addict.

Okay. I've decided to go to school everyday and study right there! NO COMP NO DISTRACTIONS = PRODUCTIVITY. Okay maybe not the school, i dont like the prospect of having to see some teachers everyday.

Erm. Okay. Study dates study dates!

GOSH WEISHAN YOU'RE SOOOOOOOOO DEAD FOR PRELIMS.



@ 5:15 AM








Sunday, September 2, 2007 @ 6:49 PM

Hello, this is sarah. Weishan typed a rather long post just now but there was some problem in publishing it. How sad. Anyway, we're going to watch hairspray! Yay! Okay bye.



@ 2:03 PM

I'm still sort of clueless about relative velocity. Argh. The horrors of being stuck at it for days, and still not getting anything at the end. Darn irritating and it makes me feel even more stupid by the hour.

Am currently listening to, guess what, the SPICE GIRLS! :D Hahah. Spend some time you-tubing their videos (out of curiosity), and all their oldies are good! Gosh i'm so vintage. o.0

Oh yes. Change of layout cos the previous one got, deleted by its maker? Yeah. Decided to make one, so this one will probably stay forever unless i get sick of it one day. Heh.

I've taken a sudden liking in Kumori! (: Saw it at the sanrio shop a few days back and today, when i was at the minimart with my bro! It was some candy tube with kumori's graphics on it. Uber cute! Its pics are really hard to find online though. ):



Oh no no, chip & dale are still the cutest!

... It sudden hit me that i seem rather childhood-deprived. How sad.

________________________

And all that i want from you,
Is a promise you will be there.



Saturday, September 1, 2007 @ 12:11 PM

RELATIVE VELOCITY STONES.
I try and try and try to understand it but apparently my brain's too dim to process everything correctly. Help?

My room's becoming chippydale-fied. Hahah.
Thanks van!