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Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 3:52 PM People change, and smile: but the agony abides. Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @ 12:40 AM My self-diagnosed "insomnia" is getting from bad to worse. I can sleep at 5am even though i've been in bed since 1. Even so, i wont sleep well and thus, panda eyes gradually appear. This is scary and its scaring me out. I decided to find out "more about myself", and did a search on Virgo! I don't believe in daily horoscope forecasts but i think there's some truth in the inferences about each horoscope's characteristics. Gosh, i sound so profound, professional and LOGICAL today. Hahah. Virgo is symbolized by the Virgin. OMG! OMG. My mind's going on the wrong track. Hahah. Apparently, i'm practical, responsible, sensible, logical, analytical, precise, punctual, dedicated, perfectionist, critical, introverted and health conscious. The scoreboard says 9/12 adjectives descibing me are correct! I'm not very responsible, and neither am i PUNCTUAL. That's the last thing i'll be, hehe. I eat all sorts of crap when i'm hungry, so who says i'm health conscious? Wait wait. Another website says this: Traits of a Virgo Analyst Purist what's this? Plays safe Worrier Has mood swings Perfectionist Easily learns mastery Demands respect not really Fair judgement Pessimistic Frequently depressed Destructive at times to what or who? Likes... Pursuit of 'trueness' Standards Proper methodology Practicality Neat & tidy Friendliness i can be quite dao :D Dislikes... Chaos Noise Assymetry Change Risk Nagging Goodness, i feel so.. exposed. These stuff are quite true! And they've cured my boredom, so i'm not gonna add on any further. Mum's nagging at me to sleep now, and a Virgo doesn't like nagging! :D So, goodnight! Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 12:09 AM What am I to do? Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 10:19 PM FACEBOOK IS SO LAME FACEBOOK IS SO LAME FACEBOOK IS SO LAME FACEBOOK IS SO LAME FACEBOOK IS SO LAME But why am i still playing with mine? Hahah. I SAW MY EYECANDY TODAY OMG MY EYECANDY'S SO CUTE! Shutup ws. I smell of shoyu and dongazi (spelling?) sauce. I've got a phobia of wasabi now, after i had to prepare it for half an hour. Boo i don't like the smell. @ 1:05 AM Hahah facebook is so lame! I don't get what's going on, so noob! Yesterday was westlife day. Ah, i hope sg will be included in their world tour! Dinner at mingles with shisi jie after which we went shopping but i was too sick to look at things. A'ights, good night. Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 3:27 PM Oh bugger. I'm hit by the flu bug, again. And a splitting headache that refuses to go away. I hate the times when i'm left alone. And the nights when i'm still wide awake. Or whenever wild thoughts are free to run through my mind freely. Moments like these make me think of everything, but i can't do anything except cry on the inside. Even though i've already come to accept the fact that you're like this, that a leopard will never change its spots, and i'm hurting noone except me. I know i really should have stopped caring, but its so hard for me to let go. ARGH damn the flu. I need medicine. Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 5:35 PM Ew, HL strawberry milk tastes like cough medicine. So, managed to get off work in time to go to COALS (i'm still getting used to that name) campfire at ulu changi coast yesterday. Boy, it was da bombz. I initially thought that we'd be left out, cos its not really our campfire afterall (& there's MP who's supposed to not like us). BUT THEN everything was so good. The performances etc. We got sabo-ed lahhhh and had to do catwalk, TSK. Oh yeah the instructors there were SOOOO COOL! They did the "chika chika bomb bomb" or "chika bomb chika bomb" or something and made everyone join in as well. After the official campfire, we did every campfire thingy we knew and all of us leaders (or those around me) were dying of exhaustion. Hahah. Supper at macs, but was so beat i only concentrated on my meal. Anyhoo, there were freaking ROACHES and many other CREEPY-CRAWLIES that liked to mingle in the crowds, which was REALLY FREAKY. Btw, someone prayed for me yesterday night, and i'm really really thankful for that, cos i finally managed to sleep well. So, THANKYOU J.F (: Argh i need to cure my insomnia and stop sleeping at 4 everyday. Oh yeah, my brother did horribly bad for his PSLE and everyone's disappointed EXCEPT HIM. He's a hardcore computer addict but i can't be bothered with him cos he doesn't care himself. I think i live life by this principle: Why should i care about a person when he/she doesn't bother himself/herself? Guess this is one flaw of mine. Photos:                SCANDALOUS:                         Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 3:39 PM I'm nearly bored to death nowww and i want something to do! It feels so weird without the need to study at all. Maybe for A's, but that's for uber crazy kiasu nerds. I'm not. I need to go out and get black pants by tomorrow but i'm too lazzyyyy yo. OKAYZX I'LL GET A NEW NEOPETS ACCOUNT. Bye. @ 2:28 AM OH BOY OH BOY. Cross my fingers and toes that i'll be in the morning shift on thursday! I miss the OALs 2007 like shit and i want to go to the campfire! And maybe give syazza a hug! Though i don't know for what. Hahah. I WANT TO SING THE CAMPFIRE SONGS! @ 1:23 AM I've never really paid much attention to the common phrases that my friends use, but i've come to notice that louise is a very darling-y person. Hahah. She kept calling me "darling" while we were out today and i felt oh-so-weird! NOTE: not lezbo (esp prettynair) Some of us went to yanling's and watched Die Hard and Dreamgirls. Goodness, i never once moved my butt away from the sofa so all i saw was her living room! Hahah. Oh joyo quitted her subway job! Aye, i hope she's not sick of subs already! I'll never get sick of them. :D Speaking of jobs, the first day of ---- was ______. Zzzzzz one word sums it all up. BORING. & some *ahem* self-praise here. I'm so nice and thoughtful that i declined an offer of a free PSP from my parents! WOW. Hahahah RIGHT. Anyhoo i contemplated the number of times i'll play it, and chances are its probably twice a month or something. I'm not a gaming type of person. Hahah. Aye. I JUST WANT A FULL-HD LCD TV IN MY ROOM LAH. i like the philips one that glows :D Fat hope ws. Nyehhh. I'll settle for a new LIGHT that has a FAN attached to it, so my current stand-alone fan will not be an eye-sore in my room. I think i have weird wishes. Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 8:04 PM AHHHHHHH renuka is not replying me. I've got a million and one problems now, and i don't know how they've landed with me. 1) noone knows how to get to 43 lentor place 2) noone is renting the movies 3) noone knows where and when to meet And i wasn't the one organising this. @ 7:48 PM My submission: 1- VJ science 2- TJ science 3- NJ science 4- AJ science 5- VJ arts 6- TJ arts 7- NJ arts 8- AJ arts Oh well, that's it. (: The last four were really stupid, but i didn't know what else to put. Hahah. Me and pu have decided to go to TJ if our O's results allow and both of us don't like it in our respective jcs. (: @ 6:28 PM I absolutely love my primary school mates. LOADS. (: @ 5:58 PM Sooo... Where do i go next? Its PAE today and i've filled up the worksheet in the booklet except for the ranking of choices. Despite pondering through the choices everyday, my fickle-mindedness is preventing me from making a final decision. So the question remains... VJC or TJC? Natwee's telling me to go to VJ now. In fact, all those whom i spoke to gave the same opinion. But, WHY? WHY WHY WHY. "Fun and exciting" is not the answer i want. "A less mugger culture" as well. ARGH. Honestly, i don't know what i want. From a more practical point of view, the biggest hurdle is still gonna be the A levels. But my academics is only dependent on me. Its the type of experience which i want that is bothering me. I'm afraid that my final results will not allow me to go to a jc like TJ. That's the only fear i have now. It might prolly come true. Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 2:41 PM I've found the song that i always hear during christmas in the malls, but the title of which i didn't know. (: I LOVE IT! Santa can you hear me I have been so good this year And all I want is one thing Tell me my true love is near He's all I want just for me Underneath my christmas tree I'll be waiting here Santa thats my only wish this year On another note, i miss the old britney. ): Saturday, November 17, 2007 @ 2:24 PM I'm a gloomy moaner today. I want to read something real & non-fictional, not thrashy romance novels. I'm not in the mood for korean dramas now. I need some time alone. ME-time. I want you to grow up. I want to strangle my brother for being such an irresponsible freak. I'm being very random. I shall to go town and spend the rest of the day in borders. I think i still dwell on the past. @ 1:30 PM NEEDS? So to you everything just seems like a need? FUCK. I don't NEED you to live and be happy. You're my worst case scenario and the most self-centred person i've ever met. All you care about is YOU YOU YOU YOU and your pretty little face. YEAH like who cares if your friends go to lengths to keep this friendship going! You just reckon that its simply what they're SUPPOSED to do, and you cant do the same thing cos YOU'RE NOT BORN TO DO THINGS LIKE THAT. I regret putting my trust and hopes on you. And fret not, i'll never use the word 'poodie' so your miserable reputation wont be dealt another blow again. Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 7:51 PM That pair of zara heels and dress keep floating around in my mind. Hahah. I can imagine them traveling in a convection current while moving among my brain cells. WTH there's no convection current in the brain lah, ws. EEEEEEEEEEEE SO BORED. When i'm bored i talk to myself. Oh econs rocks! I've decided to choose the science stream instead of arts, cos 1 humans is already the death of me. Studying for ssgeog & pure history these two years have knocked some sense into me, especially on the day of the history O's when we memorized like crazy after physics. GRAHHHH but i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE china studies in english! I want GP, CHEM, PHYSICS, MATHS, ECONS. AND CHINA STUDIES!!! But its definitely impossible to have 2 humanities. How saddening. I'm still bored. @ 6:16 PM ARGH i'm pished. Why do i always buy clothes 1 size too big? Tsk. @ 3:11 PM HELLO. I'M SO BORED. I'M BEING A FLANEUR. HAHAH. From dictionary.com's word of the day. Lucy got sick today so i got dumped by her at the very last minute. Boo. I WANT TO SWIM & PLAY TENNIS! But no racket! So sad. Howwww nothing to doooooo. Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 5:38 PM What a great day to be sick. AGAIN. ): ): ): I've no idea why i'm always down with something. Sad. Hmmm. I'll never get sick of S.H.E's old songs. (: @ 5:18 PM HAHAHAH! I'm laughing at the photo that jessie charlene jean laughed at. ITS REALLY FUNNY! :D Good riddance, ________. Lesson learnt: Don't ever wear your mum's dress to a wedding or anywhere even if you've been too busy mugging / have no time to shop / dont know what dress to buy. Unless you want to look like a _____. HEHE. Oops i feel mean. :x @ 12:42 PM I did a post on hk and some other random things a few days ago, but cant be bothered to continue from what i'd stopped at. Call that post-exam laziness. Hahah. Hardly slept a wink last night. My legs were hurting like shit and the pain was nearly fatal. Felt like chopping my legs off. That's the result of walking from 3.30pm to 11pm. Hahah. So we got the job! (: It was just basically going up to the manager (i think) and confirm that we're 16 and over, and *BANG* we get ushered in to fill up the forms. After sakae, we made an impromptu decision to find our lovely, cute and uberly sweet juniors *coughscoughs* in town. Heard from a little bird that they were buying our presents! I felt so molested. Hahah. Anyway we predicted that they would be sitting at macs eating/resting and VOILA!, they were really there. Swie en's laughter is really contagious and funny, i realised. Yeeting was the butt of our not-funny jokes. Hahah. Made another impromptu decision to shop. Anyhoo, ZARA HEELS ARE THE BOMBZ! And there was this black dress at zara that was SO SO SO SO SO NICE as well. If i were going for prom, i'd definitely buy that! OMG I LOVE ZARA HEELS. They look like christian louboutins! (or maybe they're designed to look that way) Damn it i'm acting like a girly girl. Oh we went to Schu and there was this white pair which charlene said was nice. Cant find the pic on schu's web. But i really love this one from miss selfridge:  ): We went to far east to search for charlene's heels. I always disliked far east until yesterday. The clothes are so cheap! Wth i sound like a tourist. Hahah. Back to town with louise to spring a surprise on ahemahem tomorrow. I think i'll get the miss selfridge ones! Oh yes. I met banana at NDC ytd while having my dental. We have the same orthodontist! COOL! Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 8:44 PM BABOON. I just feel like saying it of a sudden, so pardon me. Sick to the core & MY THROAT HURTS LIKE SHIT and i feel the same too. Okay let me sleep before i tear my hair out. Oh oh! RIDE YOUR BIKE rocks! Makes me think of cycling at pasir ris everytime. But anw, its a band. GOODNIGHT & ALL THE BEST TO EVERY BEING WHO'S BORED ENOUGH TO READ MY BLOG. FOR TMR, AND TMR TMR. :D Friday, November 9, 2007 @ 10:32 PM Hello i'm in macau now and am at this internet cafe paying $ to surf the net TSK. I hate using the computers at places like these cos everytime you go to a page, the information displayed is always from something saved in the comp's hard drive. ...OK i don't quite understand what i'm saying. Nvrm. Anyhoo the connection is damn SLOWWWWZXZ and all i've got is 1hour. HK was fun, at least better than macau, and we shopped alot. Its much more polluted and dirtier than Sg, but what's comforting is that everyone was speaking in CANTONESE! I'm a canto, but i've never had a good grasp of the dialect before, BUTBUT i'm soooo in a SPEAK-CANTO mood now! CANTO ROCKS MAN. I feel like a true chinese whenever i speak canto. Hahah whatever. I fell horribly sick yesterday, nose was running (HAHAH running) and i couldnt stop sneezing every 5s. It was CRAZY, so i stayed in and tried doing some mcq but ended up falling asleep. TSK. Err what else? Oh took pics but my cable is at home. I'm freaking worried for MCQ cos i've barely started studying for both subjects. Whenever i try picturing the scene when i tear open my results slip, all i can visualize is B3s and B4s and C5s. Its scary. I really don't want a double digit, but its pretty likely to occur, considering how screwed my physics and chemistry were. Oh wells, what's done been done. After monday, everything we've been working so hard for during these 4 years will be over. Yay? Shopping, sleepovers, catching up with old buds, and hopefully, A JOB! (: I miss my friends. Especially the after-school-go-home-straight-away gang. Louise swee biru joanna. Maybe i'm just devoid of craziness and laughter (esp biru's manly HAHAHAHs). I wonder if we'll still go home together on monday, and go all HIGH again on the train? Hahah. Will be back on sunday. Tuesday, November 6, 2007 @ 1:56 PM I hate it when some people treat me like a second rose, thinking that they can push me aside whenever i'm not needed and that i'm always readily available to answer to their calls/wishes/DEMANDS. "EH. Come with me [do this do that]." "EH. I don't want to go [some place] already. I want to [do something else]." EH EH EH. Your first word is always so predictable. I "A" you "B" is it. Please, thankyou and SORRY. Do you even know these 3 words exist? @ 1:46 PM Gosh. My favourite Ashley Tisdale song! Ooh. I like this as well. @ 1:36 PM Just looking for the truth For all the dreams I'm chasing What am I to do When everything's against me And the answers are all wrong I'm hoping that I'll find out It seems to me that when things are in disarray and nothing's going in your favour, you just have to put in a little effort to make the situation better, and things will go your way. I'm glad i did. @ 3:04 AM Came home and watched 16 straight hours of tv. 22 discs of Goong today! Gosh, i feel so accomplished. Hahah. Cried like a baby too, cos i'm a sucker for sad romantic scenes. :P My butt hurts from sitting on the cushion/floor for too long. SS was alright, at least much more do-able than freaking geog. (: Physics & chem mcq. Crucial, cos section A's results will distinguish us from the rest. Hongkong and macau on wed. Don't worry i'll bring my books there. Hahah. Sunday, November 4, 2007 @ 7:36 PM Can't wait for O freaking O's to be over! It'll be shopping, shopping and more shopping! Hahah. There'll be new err.. furniture as well? And we're getting a Fisher & Paykel fridge! So cool! Shut up. I want a new plastic transparent chair! Like the Kartell Louis Ghost one.  SO HOT! I didn't know what brand it was or who designed it, when i first saw it. Or worse, it didn't cross my mind that it was a designer chair, though it looks like one (duh). Anyway it'll be my dream chair until i grow up and get a house of my own. Meanwhile, i don't mind sticking with I'll be a nice daughter and part with some of my money and buy mum a pair of Schu shoes! Hahah. And i just discovered that there's forest prints in Singapore. Oh my goodness. While anticipating the end of O's, i came up with a shopping list / things to do! Get a haircut Clean my room Westlife concert dvd Ghost Whisperer season 1 & 2 at yanling's w banana! Heroes season 1 Gossip Girl Korean, hongkong & taiwan dramamamas (*lovers) Crash netball trainings :D Swimming Tennis PSP Onitsuka tigers New jacket Schu shoes Harry potter Eclipse Run LKY's memoirs Learn something new (malay? hahah) Sleepovers Pull and bear! EARN $$ That's not all. Hahah. Hurry up, and get O's over and done with! Saturday, November 3, 2007 @ 8:31 PM ZOMG. BACK HOME. WESTLIFE. 5TH NOVEMBER. @ 1:29 PM Talking to jessie now makes me so nostalgic. I MISS CEDAR NETBALL LIKE HEAVEN ): The cowboy song's on repeat. HAHAH. @ 1:17 PM Today's I LOVE JAY CHOU day! (: His silly cowboy song is starting to grow on me, thanks to jessie! And 甜甜的 & 我不配 are the bombz! ZOMG can i go to Jay Chou's concert pleaseeeeeee? Friday, November 2, 2007 @ 9:13 PM HELLO. This is depressing. Am i the only one who found physics un-manageable? Didn't mean to keep harping on this, but i realised most people found it pretty a-ok after reading some blogs. Sad huh. Hopefully i'll manage at most 10 for O's. Who cares about prelims, the results are too unbelievable and fictional (for me). I love TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE, la. How? @ 7:17 PM Okayyyyyyyyy ws, you've got to get over it. Get over it do you get me? What's done has been done. Things will still be the same even if you'd redo everything again. GET OVER PHYSICS YOU IDIOT. @ 6:47 PM Ooh the pilot who dropped the atomic bomb on Hiroshima died yesterday. Physics was a freaking bomb. My A1 just blasted away like that. KABOOM. History. I gave it my all. I think the rest of 4S did too. We were like "1.0 for misslizah" all the way, but i'm damn sure i'm gonna let her down. No matter how fast i tried writing, i can never finish the paper. And i hope the markers can make out my barely legible handwriting. Heh. Hope its at least a B3. Sighs. My brain's in auto sleep mode now, and my eyes feel like weights. SS. Better write neatly (ya right). LKC always put "extremely untidy" on my cover page. What the toot. Er but i havent started yet. Heh. Oooh i like vagary watches. But i dont have the habit of wearing a watch, so no point in spending a bomb on one right. AH, what's with me and bombs today? Hahah. Oh yah, louizzz was super high that crazy person. Hahah. OH! Biru's THE BOMBZ she finished the two freaking history essays in 30 MINUTES! Bow wow wow. Okay am gonna bomb the bed now. the world doesn't revolve around you |