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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 11:24 PM Sometimes i wish you'd care more, or at least let the others around you feel appreciated. DARN. My chinese standard is so not Gao Ji can. Paper 1 was pretty do-able, though its the first time i didn't attempt bao zhang bao dao. The other question was on being late and with that topic being so (ahem) close to my heart, i decided to do it. Paper 2 was BAD. I was idling on the first 2 passages, and ended up scribbling nonsense for the last 3 or 4 questions. God bless me. Its malayan history on friday and there are 4 chapters to memorize in 25 hours' time, not forgetting PHYSICS. Goodness. Hopefully albert einstein will appear in my dream tonight and revise physics with me while i sleep. DREAM ON. @ 9:25 PM COBRA STARSHIP COBRA STARSHIP COBRA STARSHIP COBRA STARSHIP COBRA STARSHIP OMG I LOVE GUILTY PLEASURE! KISS MY SASS! THE CITY IS AT WAR! OMG EVERY SONG'S DA BOMBZ! I Viva Laaaaaaaa Cobraaaaaaa Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 7:53 PM The past few hours were spent on chineseeyyyyy but as you can see, its been quite unproductive. I foresee that i'll end up spending the last 10minutes before i sleep memorising 20 cheng yus and 10 shu yus which will prolly be the most efficient chinese revision for today. Hahah. Then i'll throw/squeeze them into my essays tmr, regardless of how appropriate they are. SO THAT'S THE REASON WHY MY CHINESE SUCKS. Bu yao xue wo. (: Something got me very interested in rubix cube, that cube plaything that one can spend hours getting it sorted out. I dont know why. I'd like a customized one with the picture of someone that i hate (one only, la) so i can twist her into pieces and distort her face and not fix it back again. Hahah. Just kidding, i'm too nice. :D .... right. I want a big big something to hug too. ): The thought of being unable to handle physics is getting on my nerves. Cos i'm very WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED. The TYS has a zillion questions that i don't understand, and louise always says "aiya nvrm one lah" like how she reacted to my very very accurate CHEM questions, BLAH. I like physics when i understand everything and know how to answer the questions, but it can become the bane of my life when all the facts get messed up making me feel stupid. Its a love-hate relationship. Why am i blogging so much nowadays? I dont know. Wo zhen de dei ba hua wen kao hao. Suo yi wo xue yao hen duo hen duo LUCK. (: EEE sounds so awful. @ 1:46 PM HAHAHAHAH its really fun to talk to yunling! Even though the first and last time i saw her was last year at bartley's? I was like "oh i didnt know how to do question 3 of paper 2" and she was like "SAME SAME!", then "i wanted more angles!" and "YESSSSSSSSSSSS!". Hahah. Okay it doesnt sound funny but who cares. I just read raihan's blog and she said I MOPE. Sounds like i'm a mop. Okay bye. @ 1:10 PM The MATHSes are OVER. I can't prove for nuts and pretzels. And it was an 8 or 9 mark question. Hmmm, hope i'll be able to make the grade still. Sooooo... What's left: CHINESE (FREAK), malayan history, physics, ss, chem & physics mcq I haven't been doing much these days. In fact, i catched Lovers and Goong S (which was way boring) over the weekend, as well as the flu. Oh, and National Treasure and Stepford Wives. Okay i just realised that's ALOT of tv. And after days of experience, exams is the only thing that'll make me high, so far. No wonder i'm always so boring and down when we're free like birds. Oh yes. And i had a pretty freaky dream last night. Or should i call it a nightmare? I dreamt that Perez Hilton was my boyfriend and my bedroom, which was an unfamiliar room then, was infested with Filzah was crazy today, she kept flexing her bare arms at me. (Inside joke) I couldnt stand the sight of naked arms wriggling in my sight so i called them Flabby and i think i hurt her feelings. ): Uh.. what else? AHH Kengchong wants to go to TJ too, which made me more comforted knowing that all those who are going are really NICE people! Read this, swee! Hahah. And for the english essay, i wrote about Longer Life Expectancy. How boring is that. Sounds like an excerpt from some insurance brochure/advertisement or something. Anyway i didn't have time to check and when they were still collecting the papers, i read it again and MY GRAMMAR ERRORS WERE HORRENDOUS. I hope they overlook it, but i dont think they will and furthermore they are cambridge peeps. Ugh. Chinese tomorrow. Oh no the most dreaded exam ever. I hope i secure a pass. Just a pass and i'll be as happy as a bibbo. Hello I still want onitsuka tigers after O's. Goodbye (: Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 2:24 AM You never fail to disappoint. Someone told me, remember only the good times. But i can't recall any. Do you know why? Because all those times were initiated by me. Do you even bother? Do you even care if you have me as your friend or not? Do you even mean what you've promised? Promises must be kept. Break them, and the friendship will never be the same again. I didn't have high hopes. You gave me them. Some time after, you let me down. What am i supposed to do? Keep on believing that this is not all you can offer? I never expected much. I just wanted a friend who can be there for me in times of need, or just when i'm bored. I've never demanded for one who must be at my service 24/7, and have to be always asking after me. I thought i could rely on you, like how its like the other way round I put in so much effort, at least much more than what i had in the past. You once wrote, "If you need anything, anyone or you're just feeling bored, sms or call me! I'll still be there for you. Remember, just turn behind." Were these merely fancy words? Do you remember them? Or was they just written as part of the "persuasive language" like how people would use when writing their argumentative essays? I don't know what to do. Should i give up? Like how the others did? I don't want to. Cos i don't know who else can be there for you. But on the other hand, i'm not even sure whether i'm needed. You can tell me what's the next step for me to take. I need to move on. Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 1:56 PM 爱你 forever 啊哈 我不是 F4 啊哈 只想跟你疯啊哈 OMG HAHAHAH this song is so silly! But its freaking addictive! :D @ 1:27 PM FOREST PRINTS & SNORGTEES! :D I want to get out of the house. @ 12:44 AM OH MY GOODNESS. Hahahah. Was reading the chinese newspapers and i saw my index number for the O's in the 4D results! 0290! Consolation only, i think, but it still means $$$ what. Hahah. Will never touch 4D in my life (remember probability?), but this is pretty amusing! Speaking of chinese newspapers, please don't think i'm a chinese freak, its just that i was bored to death and had nothing to do/read with exception of studying, so the colourful papers were the next best alternative for entertainment. :P Okay, thats not what i wanted to blog about initially. After history today, i want to say that 4S HAS GOT THE BEST HISTORY TEACHER EVERRRR. She is cute, smart (very), kind, pretty, caring and everything nice! And she's none other than MISS LIZAH! (clapszxclapszx)  I LOVE MISSLIZAH! (: Oh btw, i painted the wand and louise did the S! Hahah wth, back to the point. I really really really want to get an A1 for her, because she believes that i can. But after today's paper, A1 seems quite impossible. Unless i miraculously gain some kind of superhuman strength and manage to finish the malayan paper with the highest level answers next friday. Which is probability = 0. Oh god, i can't help but feel like a huge letdown. ): 4S, WE MUST WORK HARD FOR MALAYAN. FOR MISS LIZAH. Oh yes. The class was going crazy when we were waiting to enter the hall. Filzah was like "4S get A1 for miss lizah!" and dont-know-who started dancing and chanting "Japan! Japan!" and Fatmah said "4S! Let's dance!" Omg it was hilarious. Hahah. And then when we checked the pages of the paper i could see (and feel) everyone smiling away. Cos Japan came out! And China and Gorbachev and Russia. I felt like i was in heaven. Hahah. Until SBQ that is. The first thing i'm gonna get after O's is A NEW SET OF PYJAMAS. & not hellokitty ones. Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 12:29 PM Yunling just reminded me: Geog was a killer. I stayed up for the night, stuffing every itsy bitsy fact about agri and tourism into my miniature brain, and in the end the questions blew me away. Am i dumb or am i dumb? D: Tomorrow's beloved history. My life depends on this subject now. Sorry for being slow, but The Great Escape is rocking my bedroom slippers at this very moment. Hehe. Biru makes me high after every paper. I dont know why! BLAHHHHHHHHHH i dont want to know gorbachev! ... I should have blogged in point form. Sometimes you think you know someone, but the next moment it doesnt seem so. Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 2:02 PM I'll be saying hello & goodbye to amaths paper 1 in a few hours' time. And pretty tsuwie just taught me how to complete the square. Hahah, finally! THX! (: Gorbachev stones big time. The last chapter of modern world is just as hard as the Cold War. Oh, and who's Xie Zhen Ting? (: ZOMG KAIQI HAS A TOKIDOKI DP! Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 2:27 PM That swimming programme in TJ is such a huge turn-off, bcos i cant swim for nuts. Maybe i can, i'll swim but i wont be able to swim forward. Oh, but newton's third law states that for every action there's an equal and opposite reaction right? I cant tread on water too. Must be the downward thrust larger than upward thrust = I'm super heavy / denser than water. I'm histori-fied. And i develop weird feelings for non-living things. Like the League of Nations. Am i the only one who finds it sad that the LON failed? Oh yah. And the declaration of sg's separation from malaysia. Weird ws. Yes yes, i know this is my 4th post for the day. @ 1:00 PM Some nerve in my brain keeps sending me msgs that i should study Germany even though MissLizah didnt say tell us to. Oh, but she did mention it on Friday, when we were talking about the worst scenario. Hahah. Another random thought again. @ 12:43 PM This is random. I miss neighbour. ): @ 11:26 AM Oh my goodness. I can't believe it. This world is so frickking small. & Life's always dealing me with such unpredictable 'surprises'. .. I'm still in shock. (0.o) On another note, i've kind of understood what it means to 'take everything in your stride'. Or whatever it is. Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 1:08 PM Oh yes. Benny said 9 is a special number. 99 as well. I'll keep that in mind until the end of the emaths O's paper. I'm missing my tutor now. ): @ 12:59 PM I ought to shoot myself dead. No not with the netball... Swee told me paper1's modern world. Fucking dead. Not even 1 chapter's been touched. Today was the weirdest day of my life. Met so many many people in BK i felt like i had organised a little gathering there. Even had the thought that i was going to die, thats why fate arranged all these meetings for me before my life comes to an end. (T.T)" Melissa ong, SOME people, julynn, priscilla, lydia, victor who went to join them and thus i got the shock of my life, melvin, and stalford tuition friend. Was literally going crazy cos the people everywhere in BK were the ones i knew. FREAKY CAN. Go try yourself. This doesnt happen everyday. I'm so irritated with myself. Am such a selfish bitch. Everyone ought to agree with me. Benny just left. I'll miss him like crazayyye. He's such a nice and patient teacher, but i'm a horrible student who always smses while he tries to solve my problems. ): I'LL MISS HIM LOTSA. )): I feel so helpless and lousy. RAHRAWRREEE. Sadface. Alright i'm out. postnote. i hereby declare that I'M NOT READY FOR THE O LEVELS. Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 4:42 PM Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do. That's why I´m by your side, and that's why I love you. @ 2:24 PM HELLO. Am not supposed to be here but i need to stock up on songs! Been "studying" with binky these days. Talked and bitched with charis today. Tmr's sweeswee at bk. Fri's with loosie cos she's got some questions to ask the teachers, AS USUAL. :D All these days' been SO SO SO SO unproductive. Have yet to START on my ss, geog and history yet. So dead, so dead. I'm spending ALOT of money while i'm out. ): How ahhhhh my post-O's fund = $0.00. Darn. Okay. Bye. Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 3:31 AM Had a dream. I wish it was true. Monday, October 15, 2007 @ 5:08 AM OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG Look at this: The trailer's awesome! Though the movie seems to focus more on their adulthood. But still, am definitely gonna catch The Kite Runner! Hope it'll be good. Its one of my favourite books ever. Bet i'll cry like crazy again. "For you, a thousand times over." p.s sarah you'd better hurry up read it! (: Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 12:47 PM THECLICKFIVE<3 I love it when songs just know what i'm thinking. Am sarah's house now and i need to use the toilet urgently but she's using it. ): My behaviour recently make me look like i'm so nonchalant about the importance of the upcoming exams, and i cant stand myself. RAWRUGHGRAHH my mind's in a blank now & i've nothing much to blog about. Except that i like kultbags alot but they're so effing ex even mentioning their names make me feel like a beggar. Okay i think sarah's out. I'm out. (: Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ 8:13 AM HC open house was pretty good. It was fun, which was rather unexpected. Oh no i'm not planning to go there, and the reason is obvious enough: i cant make it. Hahah. Was so NICE to accompany louise there, but when we reached the place, it turned out to be louise accompanying me. Heh. So sorry! The physics classroom was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL. There was this Van de Graff generator which we usually see in the textbook. Its like really huge when you see it in person, and the students and teachers there were playing with it. They were oh so funny! They had these exhibits on faraday's law, lenz's law, electromagnetic induction and the electron gun! Damn cool lah, and i sound like i'm so good at physics but no i'm not, its just that everything was labelled. Hahah. Then there were the china studies and econs rooms, which were really interesting and the people there were so nice. They take the initiative to approach you and fill you in on everything there is. There was this girl who even sent us out to the door! I was like wow. The people there are plain awesome, even the teachers were so friendly! Its abit like vj, but the craziness is on a smaller scale. Okay shutup, i sound like a tourist who's impressed with everything i see. Am so gonna take china studies in english, econs and physics in jc! (: International history is kind of boring, cos there's ASEAN, UN and Cold war. Okay bye. Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 4:18 PM                      Okay, i think that's enough! Too lazy to put up more. :P (j_____) Met joy in the afternoon for subway (louise had some cca stuff) and then we walked around and met jean ng. Heheh. She was taking some scrapbook-making classes at that scrapbook shop, where we bought cupcakes for some people. Pity i dont know how to bake, and pity charlene who wasn't there. :P (j_____) Grad ceremony was, well, solemn i suppose. We spent such a looooooong time waiting to enter the hall i had time to walk around, take photos and make several trips to the water cooler. Heh. The principal's speech was "awwwwwwwwwwww", and the photo slideshow had no 4S. But nevermind, we already had one before that. Yayyy, to misslizah!  Okay, i'll continue this tomorrow. Eyes are closing, brain is dead. Last but not least, I LOVE 4S! :D Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 8:01 AM WHY AM I STILL ONLINE Grahhhh i need to stay away! Pluck out wires/damage insulation - live wire touches earth wire blahblah/ just stop coming here tts all. Tsk. I miss samchan and tiffanywong i miss the laughters and gossips and bitching despite the v diff characters we have! I wanna study at bk again and spend the entire study session yakking away! ): 'Qiang qiang' by Ella from S.H.E is such a sad songggg about her sickly little dog which died from an illness. It makes me teary. ): @ 2:15 AM Hello my blogskin's screwed and i cant figure out what went wrong with it. Still prefer xanga/lj to blogger though, but this isnt the right time to move. Yes, i didnt go to school today cos i got roused out of sleep by mum at i-dunno-what-time-but-definitely-later-than-7.20am. So i grabbed my things and headed out to macs for breakfast and do a bit of studying. Which was when suweelim called me and told me she was in another macs as well, cos she overslept. Wow, the coincidence. Declined her invitation to join her at frking BRADDELL and studied till noisy nanchiau & compassvale people came and made a din. So here i am bloghopping, reading perezhilton+trent and looking at onitsukatigers+kultbags (fatmah&i were gg gaga over them lastnite). -_-" Anyway i'm traumatised by the events of last night and parveennair's the cause of it. Hah should i cry or laugh? Dont know if she lied to me just to pull my leg (STUPIDWOMAN'S AVOIDING ME), but i'll definitely not dare to step into TJC, read J's blog, or do anything J-related EVER AGAIN. If i cant stay in VJ for JAE i'll prolly go to AJ/MJ, wtv J, except TJ. I've no more lian left, thanks to the ahneh. Okayyy i should be studying now. Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 9:44 AM Gosh, this article is awesome. Click: Caring for Your Introvert I'm so sure i'm an introvert. Like 110%. Checklist: - introverts are people who find other people tiring - love long conversations that explore intimate thoughts or passionate interests - to be alone with our thoughts is as restorative as sleeping, as nourishing as eating. - introverts are not considered "naturals" in politics - the only thing a true introvert dislikes more than talking about himself is repeating himself - we tend to think before talking, whereas extroverts tend to think by talking - Introverts don't outwardly complain, instead roll their eyes and silently curse the darkness Strange, but i feel like i've got a clearer picture of what kind of person i am now. And definitely a lazy one, cos i'm not supposed to be here. Btw, i have a disturbing vision that my l1r5 for the O's will be twice that for prelims'. Probability of this coming true is 0.8/1, i think. Ohboyo. Monday, October 8, 2007 @ 1:01 PM Ohboyo, i'm so touched by evelyn's words! Call me thin-skinned wtv. Omg pearlynneo just told me half of 6peace was at vj that day! I'm so sad i only saw 2 peeps! ): OK 2 WEEKS. BYEBYE. @ 12:56 PM OMG STUPID PARVEENNAIR YOU PRO-VJ PERSON AND FUTURE HEAD OF THANKS AH, AH NEH @ 12:31 PM WARNING: This is a boring post. Went to the vj open house on the pretext on accompanying singyee, cos i had promised her the day before. It's weird, but i felt right at home after seeing evelyn and the people there. VJ reminded me of the old cedar, when the school spirit was still alive and strong back then. Then evelyn gathered those of us who were there and talked all about our results, vj and blah, all the propaganda which made sense unlike Hitler's or Stalin's. But i was still like "no, i prefer tj". Until.. i saw the MASS DANCE! It was so funnaye, the dance steps were really cool and you could really see the vj spirit in everyone, which was really impressing and that was what tj lacked. The people were just gathered at the treehouse there dancing away! I was like "WOW" and started laughing, and evelyn hit my head and asked me why i kept laughing cos i wasnt listening to her. -_-" I guess the vj spirit really impressed me and made me feel like i want to be part of it. Hahah. Then sarah weihan and me watched the performances at the auditorium and they were so good. Esp the wushu one, OMG. I know i sound like a hua chi, gushing about everything related to vj, but please forgive. (: The open houses told me alot about the jcs but more info = more confused. Hahah. Oh yes and the vj science labs are SOOOOOOOOOOOO frigging cool, even a science idiot like me fell in love with the equipment there. Air shower, fractional distillation equipmt, the uber cute mixers and i cant remember what else. Wow i love the labs man. Crazy weishan. Oh oh! And i saw neighbouro there and she was like "omg the theatre studies&drama rocks!" (in ws lang) See how cool vj was, even to my pro-poly neighbour? :D Ok bye dinner calls. Saturday, October 6, 2007 @ 10:20 AM Am back from TJ's open house. Our guide was uber nice and friendly, she stayed with us from 2 to 5something, right till joanna's dad came! Gosh, SHE WAS REALLY NICE LAH. Hahah. I cant remember her name, except that she's in house comm. ): There was another guide called wei ren or smth, but he left in the middle. Anw, TJ wasnt really what i thought it was. There arent many people whom i know there, and the culture seems quite different from cedar's. And WTH THERE'S SWIMMING FOR THE FIRST TERM. Ew yuck yuck, (sorry but) am super turned off! But guess what? THERE'S SUBWAY YO :D The finalised results are out. Its freaky, though i know i should be eternally grateful or at least show some appreciation (which i do), but i think too much moderation has been done, and i truly dont deserve what i've gotten. & & Its onitsuka tigers for fatmah and me next year yo! Provided that the onitsukatiger fund works! Hahah. YAY i love onitsuka! (: Friday, October 5, 2007 @ 11:45 AM I promised myself i'll get a haircut and fix my fuglytoot hair today but when i got home, i promptly fell asleep and never woke up until my bro found me lying on his bed. ): Luser. Oh yes, there was this principal's address on our prelim results just now, which dragged on for more than a period. It was pretty awful cos when ouyang was comparing our results with the prev batch's, the disparity was quite big. And she said something like "I was expecting you to do better than for the midyears but i am very disappointed" (which we did?). Apparently the previous moderated results are considered invalid and new ones are coming up, so i dont how my results slip will look like until maybe on graduation day itself. Speaking of graduation, i aint feeling anything now but i think i'll cry on that day lah. Then we learnt about butterflies and did arm wrestling (yes, in the hall) to save mrslim from drowning and i won connaye for the 2 rounds!:D Swee and partner's was funny, cos apparently partner cheated or something and swee was laughing like a super girlygirl, as usual. Hahah. 17 more days to O's? The number itself is already VERY FREAKY. These 2 days havent been productive. 17 isnt a big number. I have not started on my humanities revision. Oh yes, pearlyn and i are hoping to take 87 together and skip hand-in-hand to TJ from bedok interchange from next year onwards. And we'll call ourselves "Cedar Tree Under The Crescent Moon". Hahah kidding. Our immaturity does have limits. (: Ahh yes, i cant be best friends with rachel lammie already. No chance. She's a future victorian who wont even remember knowing a weishan in the years to come. ): __________________________ @ 4:36 AM Hello! Hist at the comp lab now. MrSng just walked in from the back door and through the front. Wrong class. He looked so lost. Hahah. Tmr's TJ open but noone can go cos there's stupid frikking physics mass lecture. ): On a random note, i think i'm weird. Seriously. I think alot. And once in a while i'll say out whatever's on my mind, and people will go "ws, you're so weird". So sad ah. WHATEVER. Oh. I love James Patterson books. Never knew mystery thrillers can be such good reads until yanling lent me one! (: Okay the bell just rang. .. Someone tell me i'm in a state of normality please! ): Oh and um, SORRY BIBBO! Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 5:28 AM Ashley Tisdale is so bimbotic, but i like! (no im not a bimb) I think vanillafrost will love her since she's so bimby! Not Like That's my favourite song, for now! F.I.R's yue ya wan is really good too. (: Talking to kaka silvaraju is real funny. Rambutan and botakutan! ROFL. She's been promoting AJC. Most of my classmates are going to AJ! I'm such a loner. Alongside rachel lam. Hahah. I can be her best friend in TJ. :D Kaka said that's the biggest joke ever. Whatever, hahah. I CAN get along well with lammie okay. She's so nice to bully. (: I'm stuck at sssbq. Have absolutely no idea how to answer the last 2 questions! Tons of work. Tsk. I WANT A PSP LAH. My mp3's run out of space. ): |