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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 12:23 AM Sarah's Raffles OG name is TAN AH KOW. OMG HAHAH THIS IS HILARIOUS. (hehe sorry!) @ 12:21 AM Oh yes, Syikin and Jaime are in Igor with me! (: Glad to know that I'll at least see some familiar faces in my OG. Hahah. @ 12:14 AM OMFG I JUST THREW AWAY 69BUCKS ON A BLOODY ADIDAS GYM BAG WHICH I PROBABLY WONT USE EXCEPT WHEN I CAMP! (cos its so freaking biggggg) I hate impulse buys. Argh. I need a bag. A red and black one. Shit. On another note, I love my adizeros! (: RED IS HOT. Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 3:21 PM Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody? Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry? Can't you see, That's the way I feel about you and me? Have you ever felt your heart was breaking? Looking down the road you should be taking? I should know, 'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go. Can't you see, Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow. I really want to hear you say that you know just how it feels. To have it all and let it slip away. @ 2:03 AM Mum (in a worried tone): Why are you receiving so many weird parcels everyday? She thought something fishy and bad was happening to me. Hahah. 6Peace outing today. We had fun. That's the most important thing. I'm too lazy to elaborate cos I did a draft on it a while ago but couldn't be bothered to continue from where I'd left off. Must refer to NatWee's blog for details, not much but definitely more than mine. Pearlyn was an uberloobercrazywillywally who is obssessed over Jas's body, which is "perfect" and "desirable" according to Her Majesty. Hahah. The way she mentioned it was so funny and gay and sick, I still can't believe she actually said that OUT LOUD. Elaine was a real sotong today, she kept going "Zzzzz..... Big fish!" or "Zzzzz.... Sar!" hahahah. I can still recall the scene when she did it for the first time and everyone fell apart laughing. Anyway I kind of like that 4-in-1 game that LYY taught us. Sounds like instant coffee, haha whatever. We headed out into the bloodyhotandglaring sun and suntanned. Tried to but failed, for me. Daryl was so cute he made Pearlyn jealous cos I took more photos of him than her. Hahah. While Natwee Amanda Pu and I were lazing around and errr swapping bags, Hildafoo and Muisuan the two very intellectual and academically inclined future successful women were deeply engaged in a very profound conversation regarding their academics, goals in life and god knows what else. Hahah. Basically, they couldn't stop talking about exams and blahblahblah lah. Okay it seems that this is gonna be more detailed than Nat's. Oops. Headed out to Vivo and we split. Pu left Nat and I at River Island (bloodyhell they were having sales but the items were like crap), and we went round to some other shops and I finally got something in the correct size wahahah. Zara's sales were pretty good and I saw this dress that kept resurfacing in my mind since the first time I saw it (dont know why) and it was on discount but I was quite broke. ): We kept bumping into LYY Tiffy and Jas, who accused us of stalking them but in actual fact it must have been the other way round. Hahah. Then to town to meet Shisi Jie where we had Sakae (i had it for lunch too OMG) and walked around looking for my bloody pencilcase. The options at Borders were kind of depleted but I was running out of time so had to choose the nicest of the not-so-nice ones. I can't stop "bloody"-ing OMG what the hell is happening to me.            < Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 3:29 PM Strange thing, time. It weighs on those who have it least. Nothing is lighter than being young, With the world on your shoulders; It gives you a feeling of possibility so seductive, You know there must be something more important you could be doing Than studying for exams. The past two days at work were hilarious. Tuesday: I'd burst out laughing everytime I see Clement. Which I don't know why cos the bag thing wasn't THAT funny. Wednesday: Some unstraight stuff about Ruey Yi and Simon. OMG that was hilarious. And Zhixiong was so lameeeeee. I bet he's jealous Simon likes RY more than him. 4 MORE DAYS AT WORK. (: 6 MORE DAYS TO ORIENTATION! :D Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 1:30 AM OKAY MY MOM'S GOING TO KILL ME. Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 11:44 PM HELL,O. I'm drained. Totally. Friendly today was awesome, mainly 'cos I got to see everyone again! (: Anyway it kind of reminded me about one thing that I hated about c.netball: the immense pressure to play well. Its possible to collapse under that kind of stress, and thinking back, I really hated this period of time last year. Anyway, I had a great time though the time spent there had to be cut short. And the building's so neglected now, the condition its in kind of grossed me out. Hahah. I'm still clueless about where the holding site is! I'm laughing to myself now cos the image of Clement carrying the delivery bag as a tote is hilarious. He really looked like aunty can! Hahah. And how he responded when I told him that was even funnier. Wow, its almost 12 but I'm still alone at home! Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 12:39 AM I LOVE BUCKET BAGS! (x Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 1:16 AM My mission of preventing plagiarism has failed. 'Cos locking myself from the (er...) cyberworld just because of one person is a really stupid and immature thing to do. Tut tut. Nevermind. I THINK... I've changed quite alot. In both positive and negative ways. You know that when you don't have a feel of who you are anymore, and you're always doubting whether your actions are genuinely "you". Darn, it sounds like I need to go on a pilgrimage or some kind of religious thing to "rediscover myself" and "find out the real me". Not that I'm a very religious person, in fact I never was. Burning joss sticks bears only one meaning to me: I'm contributing to global warming. WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF BURNING JOSS STICKS? The Gods up there (if that's where they are) should send a heavenly message to us mortals to change our way of communication to them divine beings, for the better of the environment. Hence, the better of us. So we won't die earlier because of more crop failures (starvation), higher sea levels (shortage of land)or hotter weather (heat stress?). Wow I feel so smart. Not. Talking nonsense here. Buhbye. Shit I've been outbidded in For One More Day by 10 cents. Back to the auctions! Hahah. @ 12:00 AM McFly is rocking my eardrums at this very moment! (: Arggghhh tomorrow's training is cancelled! I'm a netball freak and I want more! I'm sick of my job, its boring beyond belief and I can't wait for school to reopen, for everything work-related to end! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH HURRY UP. 11 MORE DAYS! We've yet to go to the zoo. Am still in need of a pencilcase, and school shoes. Just finished Avalon High and bought some books online. 6peace gathering. Friendlies! With cedar, esp. I miss c.netball truckloads! I want to watch I Am Legend, Juno and Alvin&theChipmunks! SARRRAAHHHH I don't know if you're reading this, but I want to slack/hangout/sleep at your house again! Hehehe. I guess that's all! Ttfn. Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 12:47 AM I WANT LONG HAIR!!!! @ 12:11 AM When I read her blog, I STILL feel like I'm reading mine. Can't stand it anymore. I'M GONNA LOCK MY BLOG. Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 11:35 PM Thank goodness Nehnehnair made me go to RGS, thank goodness I walked past MNG, thank goodness I came across that pair of black pants (with pockets at the front&back) which I needed so badly. And thank goodness they were having SALES! Hahah. Out with Louise today. I was late so I had to treat her, and we went to Thai Express hoping to see Eugenia/Weiting at work but they weren't. ): Anyway Luu wanted to get school stuffs but we ended up with nothing school-related at all. I spent a bomb and I really like that blue dress. I sound as if I'm no stranger to wearing dresses but don't be fooled, I'm a boyish girl hahahah. We went to Parkway Parade at night to collect (crazy)Louise's Levis and Joy joined us there. But couldn't find any of the metal cases at Borders. Damnit. I think getting new netball/sport shoes instead of Onitsuka Tigers is more practical for next year. Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 12:11 AM WHY? WHY WHY WHY? Weishan can't help it. She's supposed to be happy for a certain someone. But no, she's being plagued by waves of disgust and bitterness instead. She's so mean & selfish to harbour hopes that the result would not turn out like this. Simply because she doesn't want to see that someone again. ): I feel horribleterriblevegetable! Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 11:37 PM Wasabi de Shoyu EDP, anyone? FOC at SakaeSushi. Hahah, gross. (x Argh I've got an itchybitchy mosquito bite. There's training tomorrow. I really want to be there, so I really really really hope I'll be able to WAKE UP in time! Alarm clocks beside my pillow, under the bed, on the table, etc etc! I love busy days at work. Makes me feel useful and my brain cells don't die in vain. Hahah. YAY back-to-school shopping with louise on tuesday! Sarah's coming back tomorrow and she's bringing DUNKIN' DONUTS from taiwan! I know donuts and taiwan sound weird together, ahh whatever. Yippee I'm a happy girl for the rest of the week. :D I'm rambling. The truth is, I forgot what I wanted to say in the first place. ALERTALERT: 16 DAYS TO 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D Postnote: Oh shoot. I've forgotten all about reading Hitler's Mein Kampf during the holidays! But am in no mood for political chimology now. Boooo. Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 2:11 PM Singapore's service industry is still living in the colonial era. That's my conclusion after talking to Fatmah. @ 1:42 PM Did i mention that Enchanted's Movie OST is THE BOMBZ? Ohmygod, the tracks are damn good! I never knew Carrie Underwood was more than a country singer! @ 12:49 AM Hello, I don't have anything to blog about. Just adding some random bits to make my previous post disappear from view. Poisonivy (coughscoughs) wasn't here today. (: Sticks & Stones by Ride Your Bike is stuck in my head. I want to go to the zoo badly. Hope Joy and Louise aren't pissed with me for delaying, or when I'll be free only after 1st January. :P I skipped vj training today. Buried my alarm clock under my pillow and it suffocated to death. Sleep seemed much more important at 5.30 in the morning. I miss the person living on the 10th floor. ): Have yet to attend juniors' training... since O's ended. Loser. Poisonivy will be present tomorrow. I'm "anticipating" hell. My diet these days has been bread and more bread. Especially Swee Heng Bakery's bread at the place I work at. I recently discovered that I have a weird craving for chocolate when my mood's down in the dumps. I secretly can't wait for school to start. Cos it means my job will end which indicates no more poisonivy again. Hehe. I wish that my hair will grow by 10cm when I sleep tonight. Its so short I think strangers have a hard time differentiating my sex. I can't wait for Sarah to be back from the Kuo Min Tang land. I hope Bibbo's phone will be returned to her soon. I MISS MY FRIENDS! ): Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 2:08 AM I shall feign ignorance. I shall stay strong & neutral. I shall not be deterred. By you & your nauseating acts. And most importantly, I must/can/will constantly remind myself that NOONE IS PERFECT & I SHOULD LOOK TOWARDS OTHERS' GOOD POINTS INSTEAD OF THEIR FLAWS. Oh damn, but sometimes its hard to let those dinky flaws distract me. They are so... obvious. Tsk. Btw, some things went horribly bad (for me) at work today. Or should I say yesterday. The "true" colors of a certain person have finally been displayed in full view, and I must admit that I was really fuming mad at the beginning. But after some thought & small talk with my mom, its better to stomach it all and remain positive. Afterall, REALITY IS CRUEL. Its sad & demoralising though. I go to work each day, all prepared to give my 100% no matter how insignificant each task is and hoping that I'll make as few mistakes as possible. But its never enough for her, and it seems that her level of perfection has no limits. ): Sometimes, she really should have a clear understanding of the whole situation before making any judgements, cos who knows she might scold for the wrong reasons. Okay, to the bed. Must wake up in... 3 hours' time. Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 12:25 PM Louise: "OKAY! Let's go to global affairs society! :D " WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!???! @ 12:11 PM Hello, I'll be in another Cedar. I'm saying this 'coz i found out that there are indeed alot of cedarians going there. This... doesn't feel good. Even though there's netball. Argh, hell, just count yourself fortunate to have been able to get in there okay. Sillybilly. I WANT MORE TRAININGS! (on courtwork) I'll stand tall this time round. Not a chance will you get to step all over me. Watch out. YOU. Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 2:11 PM YAY! x1000. I'm off for the 3rd consecutive day, and I'm just so elated. And relaxed. I can finally get a bloody haircut without having to rush off to another place the minute I'm done. Didn't go for training today coz... I woke up late. Boo. But, silver lining in the clouds - its PHYSICAL training on tuesday. :D I know my initial plan for the holidays was to work my ass off and earn as much $ as possible, but now the idea of going to work for just 4hours simply turns me off. Its a brainless job which doesn't require much thinking and I don't like leaving my brain cells to die just like that. From next monday to the 1st of Jan will be the most gruelling days of my Dec holis. Coz I'll be working FULL days and omggggg can die lah. I'm quite bored now. Reaching the end of the 3rd (& last) book that Sarah lent me on Thursday and after that I won't have anything else to read. Except that book of Econs essays but its like reading Greek and when I resume reading whatsthepage, I won't even remember what was mentioned in the 1st. Argh. Oooh, 2 more days and the posting results will be out. :] Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 4:00 PM OMG I'M SEEING GREEEEN. Nehneh saw J at some carnival at KNC and they kept smiling at each other! OMGZZZZ I'M SO JEALOUS LAH! Dammmmmmmmmmmmit I should have popped by! Hahahah. @ 2:23 AM SWITCHFOOT'S COMING TO S'PORE! JAN 31 MAX PAVILION Tix @ $70, $80, $90! Omg hello hello can someone go with me? :D @ 1:42 AM (story)Books are the only things that'll keep me away from the comp. Must keep that in mind when future exams are around the corner.  I'm halfway through this book now and its supposed to be the next "Harry Potter" but there's nothing exceptionally magical about it though the plot is pretty intriguing. Or maybe its too early to make judgements since I'm not done with it yet. Met Sarah yesterday and we caught Enchanted which I thought was REALLY retarded and unrealistic at first, but after a while it got interesting. The music is wayyyyyyyy cool right right. I want the soundtrack! Then we hung around in wisma/nac before I went to meet Charlene. I hugged my grandma for the first time in my life today. Its time to learn how to appreciate and treasure my loved ones when they are still around. (wow how mature... coughs coughs) It stinks being a busy working bee during the holidays. ): When I flip open the papers, the word "SALES" is like practically flashing from every corner of the page. Damn sad lah. OK my phone suddenly vibrated and it totally freaked me out. A bibbo just sent me an indecipherable message. I think she's half-conscious atm. I realised i'm being very random. TTFN. (: i DO NOT miss you Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 12:25 AM I (barely) survived, and the ball didn't hit me in the face! :D But I somehow forgot that a netball game actually has defenders and my shooting is way off now. Boo. Anyway i kept doing one-and-a-half-step and i think that's really bad. All in all, the VJ netballers are really nice, especially Shiwen cos w/o her i would have been like a lost soul. Can't wait for the next training! It was damn busy at sakae today. The fax machine sort of conked out and the deliveries couldn't get to us. And when everything was fixed, we had to handle a bunch of deliveries at one go and it was like crazzyyy but it made me HIGH! Hahah, yeah wth. I wanna go shoppinggggg. ): Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 2:27 AM Oh no I'm supposed to wake up in 3hours' time. I loveee my other half. XOXO. We sidetracked to that topic unknowingly, and now she's gone to sleep and I feel so uber sad now. I can cry anytime at this moment, but no I'm not a crybaby. (: The truth is: I still can't let go. i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying Goodniggggghhtttt. (or morning) @ 12:17 AM Boo I'm such a short fuse. I'm superduper nervous. The netball feels foreign in my hand now, so I hope I won't malu myself tomorrow. :X The worst picture will be that I get hit in the face by the netball, which is quite possible. Monday, December 3, 2007 @ 11:08 PM This feeling is so horrible. I absolutely DETEST being betrayed, being ripped off from. 394672890328943754388954789548437854789!! THIS IS ONE OF THE THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUU. @ 10:57 PM I HATE COPYCATS, COPYDOGS AND OTHER COPY-ANIMALS OF ALL SORTS. They are the biggest losers in the world. My advice to you is: BE ORIGINAL! @ 10:54 PM I'M STILL PISSED. And maybe I should thank my lucky stars that I won't be in the same school as you from now on. @ 10:44 PM I WANT TO CURSE THAT PERSON TO DEATH! (sorry this is extremely childish BUT) "A leopard never change its spots." - So damn true. CAN YOU STOP COPYING WHAT I DO? Damn it, that person's always using my words/actions and passing them off as her own. You're always taking advantage of others to get into people's good books Not that they are confirmchopstamp weishan's, but ITS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS PLEASE. I've noticed this like how many YEARS ago? I must keep in mind to do things MYSELF from now on, and make sure the people at the receiving end receives whatever-it-is from the CORRECT PERSON. Anyway, rhetorical question: Isn't this equivalent to betrayal? Sorry for the angst but i'm in a very very foul mood now. I do not like being made use of, okaythankyoubyebye. @ 2:53 AM I come online at unearthly hours. Feeling sort of listless nowadays. My holidays have been consumed by workworkwork and I'm usually out on the days I'm free. My job's really zzBORINGzz and i'd gladly swap places with another soul who's working at a busier branch, say Vivo or PS. Netball chalet. FCBC service. Shopping. My post on chalet is saved as a draft. Teehee. FCBC today with Louise & Joy, and the speaker (Nick Vujicic) is a living miracle, and i shed quite alot of tears when listening to him. He is just... Wow. I can't express how everything was like in words. Anyway, I'm still coming to terms with my own faith, which I think can be put aside until I'm mature/clear enough to make a proper decision. We headed to Tangs @ Vivo to get MsLizah's prezzies, which we did. They were pretty cool - Mao Ze Dong bag and notebook! AND guess what? I went insane and bought a freaking YELLOW MZD BUST. BUST! (also can be used as coinbank) I came home and it struck me that IT WAS SUCH A WASTE OF MONEY! Its original price was $39.90. Goodness, I must have been mad and in a temporary MZD craze at that time. I chucked it in my wardrobe btw. Tsk. I took a photo of it but am too lazy to put it up here. Alright, I think I'll stop here. This post is weird. "If you put your happiness in temporary things, your happiness will be temporary." Sunday, December 2, 2007 @ 4:09 AM Still the memory of you, Marks everything I do. |