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Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 9:43 AM If i keep blogging here, i think i'll go insane. Fish, i see so many drafts in 'edit posts'. I feel like swearing all over again. That one word just wont creep out of my head. I miss missleong so much. I wish she's still here. No its not because i think the current one is lousy or what. She was a source of motivation and inspiration for the sec4s during their harrowing exam period, but i think our batch doesnt have any. Result. No drive. I've read some blogs. I'm not alone. Its not that i dont want to study or to do well. Who doesnt? We want it so badly but there's really nothing to push us on. Nothing inspiring to make us believe we can. Now i understand why there are helplines for students during PSLE or 'O's. I feel the immense stress and pressure, which can make you go mad and depressed any time. I've never felt this before, until now. Difficult papers make things worse. Confidence takes a hit and one becomes demoralised. The thought of having to face more of such papers brings nothing but dread and anxiety, especially when you know they might bring you further away from your goal. I need a force. Resultant force = product of mass and acceleration. Maybe i'll delete this, and maybe not. ___________________________ |