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Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 2:24 AM You never fail to disappoint. Someone told me, remember only the good times. But i can't recall any. Do you know why? Because all those times were initiated by me. Do you even bother? Do you even care if you have me as your friend or not? Do you even mean what you've promised? Promises must be kept. Break them, and the friendship will never be the same again. I didn't have high hopes. You gave me them. Some time after, you let me down. What am i supposed to do? Keep on believing that this is not all you can offer? I never expected much. I just wanted a friend who can be there for me in times of need, or just when i'm bored. I've never demanded for one who must be at my service 24/7, and have to be always asking after me. I thought i could rely on you, like how its like the other way round I put in so much effort, at least much more than what i had in the past. You once wrote, "If you need anything, anyone or you're just feeling bored, sms or call me! I'll still be there for you. Remember, just turn behind." Were these merely fancy words? Do you remember them? Or was they just written as part of the "persuasive language" like how people would use when writing their argumentative essays? I don't know what to do. Should i give up? Like how the others did? I don't want to. Cos i don't know who else can be there for you. But on the other hand, i'm not even sure whether i'm needed. You can tell me what's the next step for me to take. I need to move on. |