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Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 2:35 PM

JIAYING IS THE BEST.
:-D

@ 12:51 AM

Omgawd. I just realised...

6march makeup tutorials
2.50-3.40: gp
3.40-4.30: physics
4.30-5.30: chem
5.20-6.10: maths

Cool.

not.

Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

Fking tired and screwed up.
Hell yes I am.

Bit by bit, my academic life is crumbling.
Not to mention social life is equivalent to being non-existent.

I need a tutor, or else this year spells R-E-T-A-I-N.
That's how awesome my studies are now.

Interact Club camp tmr. (they're choosing only 60) ]:
Imagine lugging your files, lecture notes, pencilcase, clothes, camping necessities, sleeping bag and whatnot to school. Heavy shit. I need a luggage.

I'm in a darn bad mood now.
Cos I havent start studying.
But I have to check KM in case I've missed anything out. Not like I've not, but wtv.

Bad mood = damn lousy AP.

OK hello KM bye bloggerz.

Hello cedar fwends, I miss eu.

Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 10:33 PM

Today was boring.
I had a 2hr break after reaching sch, and then another 3hr break before my last lecture. And all together there were only 3 lectures, with school starting at 7.40am and ending at 5.30pm.

Bcos I had a sleepless night (insomnia acting agn), I spent the breaks sleeping like a vagrant. Srlys. At the grandstands then in the library. Was so bloody tired I could barely keep my eyes open. Head was obvlys nodding away during physics.

I'm a l0n3ly_mis3rabl3_gUrlz here.
Cos so few cedarians. ):

But Jiang Jiani's in my class! Hoho. Its an unfortunate (& freaking stupid) thing tt Gc and me overlooked the CONTACT word in the timetable and ended up missing Contact time. So I didnt get to see my class in the end. Nor did I get my timetable.

Bad day huh.

Got a bball flyer from Veronica tday. Hahah, its a known fact that I cant dribble the ball unless I stand at the same spot. Soooo Gc and me are in hockey after approaching Pamela who's really nice! :D Shall join netball for trng tmr. I wanna play ballz!

Dragged myself to J8 to get some presents and I helped Jessie get her Chip&Dale bedsheets! Now we have the same ones! (:

There's a shitload of studying to do. Lots of catching up. Fkkkk 2nd intakers are really so neglected. ):

Looking forward to enrichment wk. Need time (lots of it) to look at what i'm missed out on.

TIME TO EMBRACE THE MUGGER LIFESTYLEZ WS.

Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 7:32 PM

OMG why didnt anyone tell me lomography exists?! Lomo cams are so cool!

Supersampler

Diana

Colorsplash

Fisheye

Pop

Oktomat

There's a Dalek Supersampler selling online but its $135/- and I'm currently very very broke but I want it so badly! Just looking at the gallery makes one swoon.

Ohmygod lomo's the bombz.

Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 1:32 AM

I know I just blogged not long ago.

Looking back at the past & comparing it with the present, it has come to my realisation tt I'm very much different from the person I was in Sec1. Very, very different.

Its scary trying to figure out what kind of person I am now. Cos I can hardly explain for my actions, and sometimes I myself cant even understand why I would have the guts (& conscience) to do certain things.

Its definitely not a gd feeling. Why is it that it seems like I've become more selfish, more irresponsible and less emotionally-charged now that I've grown older? Like I'm often immune to other people's feelings, and even my own too. Like I've built an invisible wall around me thus not allowing ppl to get close & connect with me.

Its as if,
I'm a stranger to myself.

Or maybe someone would like to tell me I'm just being too sensitive. I dont want to turn into a cold-hearted, unfeeling & uncaring creature.

@ 1:02 AM

FREDFLARE (-:
LOUNGEFLY <-3
INDIE ART COLLECTIVE :-D

My materialistic wants are being very distracting atm.

So yesterday saw me skipping roadrun and running the same dist in the gym with Gc. Woke up and finished Que Sera Sera. Damn boring drama btw, it was a complete waste of my time. Sakae to satisfy my hunger & craving, to Jessie's to watch Huang Zhu Ge Ge. :\ Mum's allowing me to get a laptop from her, which is v unexpected but I'm happy. :D

This is a random thought. Will the locals get left out of the projects tt Sg will be embarking on? Eg the Youth Olympics. Like recruiting foreigners to take on most of the jobs and responsibilities and all we do is just stand back, face inflation & other domestic problems, and watch the cty's progress w/o actl being part of it. Except the govt ofc. I knw I'm just a student who's supposedly apathetic abt things like this but it kinds of disturbs and worries me when I read abt it in the pprs. Plus its nt as if my family's nt affected.

Ok wtv. Maybe this is the effect of being in NATIONAL junior college. Hah. :P

I'm nt thinking straight.

And.

I think its time to start studying, weishan.

Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 2:39 AM

Bloghopped onto a Cedar nballer's blog. Idk who she is. Reading about the team and everything they've gone through this year makes me so nolstalgic, and even jealous. Like I should have been there at every moment they were together, like I should have been in the team this year. That's illogical and stupid, but it simply shows how much I miss Cedar netball, and how much I want to be part of everything again. ):

Anyway, I'm can't be more proud of my juniors than I am now. (:

Okay, I'm really tired.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 10:08 PM

{If I were an American, I'd support Ooooobama. I dont like war}

Mum's first words when she saw the NJ uniform: "Eee so ugly." WL. Anyway the skirt's like rly long and i think i need to change the sizes of both that and the blouse. Too big. Random: wearing it makes me look & feel like I'm in the military. Idkw so dont ask me.

PearlynNeo said she was gonna call me. I've been waiting for 2 hours and she's still MIA-ing. ):

Met Sandra (VJ classmate) in NJ today. Apparently she's appealing to RJ AND back to VJ. -_-" Oh and a couple of my OG mates too. Good to know that I'm not the only weird one. :P

Yay I love NJ. The motto vision blahblahblah everything. School song also! Though (quote Chyiwei) it sounds like one of the songs we sing on NDP. Hahah.

My OG's really big, enough to form one class. Its been pretty alright, except that I couldnt help yawning every 5min or so during mass dance. Can't dance for nuts and pretzels.

Had to borrow Yimin's NYGH jacket whenever we had to sit down. So maluzzz! Reason shall be kept private. :P

{It suddenly hit me that I wont be stepping into VJ anymore}

Stupid, I dont wanna get wet tmr.

OMG i'm in hockey! Hahah.

{Tiffy's not in AC! )': I'm with you on this, girl}

The bball match btw NJ and this China team was rly entertaining. OMG so many YaoMings! And slamdunks are COOL, after nerds.

I dont like the each-a-cup stall cos I cant stop buying bubbletea from it. Argh.

Question of the day: "Do you know so-and-so?"

OK seems that today's been pretty interesting. :D

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 7:37 PM

Selection tests for H2 Chem & Mathematics?! OMG don't kid me please.

Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 2:51 AM

This. Song. Rocks.
I hate t admit it bt i love Cinderella 3!

@ 1:37 AM

My godsisters are better than yours. (;

Sarah came over on Sat evening 'cos both of us were bored and we rented Cinderella 3 and Freaky Friday! Yess we were feeling rly kiddy & chickflick-ish then. And when she was abt to leave, we made an impromptu decision t hv the sleepover agn and I was done packing in like 5min hahah. Oh shoot, I just rmb I forgot to pass neighbour her present after wrapping it ytd. -.-

Anw it was slack camp in her room but I loved it, cos that was wht we'd set out to do. (: Attempted cooking campbell soup at night and there was a freaky incident during which all 3 stoves lit up at once which shocked the hell out of us. Was scary but seems pretty funny now tt I recall how we jumped and yelped like scared dogs, hah. Oh and walking ard the kitchen using piano tbs to fan the place. Hilarious.

More movies when we woke up, met pu & tiffy on separate occasions at HM, and Eileen Jie suddenly wanted t give me a treat so I left early. Yayy we had dintaifung and I got to eat my red bean xiaolongbaos again! :D Wandered ard aimlessly for a while before succumbing t my lethargy and heading home after tt.

Much love to my friends & family! These people make my life so much more interesting. (:

Oh and mum's letting me stay at home tmr (which is tday actl). "Okay, since you're not going back there anymore." I swear this ponstar thing begins and ends in VJ. No such nonsense and truancy in NJ (if i do get in), never.

Man, I cant wait for tuesday - paper steamboat!

Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 1:14 PM

I'm bored.

@ 12:10 AM

Smth random. I was looking at the adidas sneakers contact list, and one of the girls Phebe actually has the same surname as me! Its not often tt I find people whose first name is Cheong u knw. (:

My calves are aching like a bitch (just like their owner) due to ytd's running. The muscles were all tight which made it quite an effort to run ard on court. Ah, I still love nball so... :B

The bdiv played well, and won SC by a rather huge margin. I'm so proud of Cedar yo. Must add tt the support shown was so immense it became v nooooooisy which kind of made me stressed. And I'm only talking about myself. Hahah.

Some bad experience at NJ today which left me feeling so unjustified and wronged. Fk those ppl who judge others at 1st sight w/o even bothering t get t know them (yes even their names) in the first place. They should seriously, get a life instead of spending their time making stupid assumptions abt others. Tsk, so immature.

Kay enough of annoying stuff its time to share some love, ws.

Anyway.

I'm really sorry guys.
I hate myself for what I've done.
But I know apologizing is hardly of any use now.
Lurbbzxz VJ nballz 4eva & eva. I'm serious. ):

Argh, I'm better off dead.

Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 3:49 PM

Wed was pretty eventful.

Classmates caught me with charlene's class, sneaked into maths tutorial w/o tcher realising i hd been missing for quite some time, stupid edward: eh u les, boringz physics lecture during which many played pokemon while i copied econs notes, gg to PP just t withdraw (ugly)calculator $$, town for vday pressies, sakae - sick of it, many many cedarians shazzy shan vicky etc, hiding frm my not-so-favourite person, wangwang feast, going crazy in msn convos.

Thanks deb for saving my bottle! :D

And diet my foot.

Ah fk its xcty tomorrow.
Dont want dont want dont want! I mean I want t run but not competitively for nball pls.

Tuesday's the big day!

Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 11:31 PM

Seeing Nic's room convinced me that my love for Anna Sui is not just a passing phase. Packaging is the ultimate driving force behind the marketing of cosmetics yeah. Anyhooo, bye Chip&Dale, hello Anna Sui! (ok i still like C&D a lil bit)

{I'm a serial pon-star}

Tsuwie and I skipped lessons in our respective jcs tday and did some, er, catching up. I was such a meanster, making her wait for me for so long! Sry weee! Treated her to CJ7, which was pretty OKAY though I was slightly disappointed tt it didnt turn out to be wht I had expected. I loveee Vivo its my favourite shopping mall, yes it beats the ones in town.

Finally got hold of an empty slot in Sarah Chua's schedule in the afternoon, hahah. This wafflesian is so busy now I think her time's worth $100/hr, or more. (: Left Vivo for town, to Kino looking for her organizer but to no avail. I searched for Hypnerotomachia Poliphili as well, but Kino didn't stock it. Found one rare copy at Borders in the end but it cost about $65, a freaking bombz. $65 for a book which content I won't even understand is CRAZY. But I really want it so badly! Hope it'll still be there by the time I'm ready to part with my money. Hahah. Oh! And the Real Rule of Four as well!

Anw lethargy got to both of us in the middle of everthing and we practically trudged around orchard, half complaining about how tired we were and the other talking abt random stuffs. I think I've not gotten over O's results, yet. Aye, idc.

Dinner at dintaifung yay I love the red bean dumplings. And I think we had quite a struggle with our Mandarin today cos there were quite a few encounters when we could speak only in Chinese. It was HORRIBLE i say.

{ANYTHING. WHATEVER.}

Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 6:56 PM

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

{If there's anything I'm good in, that'll be procrastination.}

I need to go for a run but I'm too lazy to do so. Argh. Okay I'll set a time here - 8.

Grabbed some stationery and books at Popular and it cost me $50 - my own money. Sadface.

I don't know if I should attend lessons at VJC anymore. (Here I go again) The feeling's really weird now, along with the treatment I receive from my peers.. Idk. And MsTeoh's put me in to run for netball during x-cty. I personally feel that its unfair to andrea cos 1) She was fasting, therefore unfit, on the day we had the time trial 2) She's a much better runner than me 3) She's staying in vj netball. But if I do tell MsTeoh that I dont want to run for netball anymore, it'll seem so irresponsible of me. I dont like that.

Honestly I can't wait for day 1 at NJC (hope i get in). Really looking forward to a "new lease of life" there. Brand new environment.. Ooh I can't wait. Whatever ws.

As you can see I'm disengaging myself from VJ and becoming more pro-NJ as the days go by.

{I'm swearing off processed dried mango slices from now on.}

Btw the {} brackets mean random thoughts.

{I'M BORED!}

Friday, February 8, 2008 @ 11:33 AM

Yesterday was tiring, and and and I ate so much! OMG I need to hit the gym... SOON.

Anyway there was once when we went to my grandmother's sister's daughter's house and my grandmother's siblings were all there. It was only then that I found out that my grandmother's sister's son is a physics or chem lecturer at NUS! T_T And I remembered him very clearly from the past years cos he was the only person whom I know would give $2 hongbaos. The extent of his generosity and his profession dont really match huh. And cos I didn't know what to call who, Nicole said "Just call them Auntie Uncle lah." -.-

I'm actually expected to "hang out with my cousins after school" if I go to NJ. Cos they live just a stone's throw away and Nic (cos she loves eating) knows all the places with good food. Aye... IDK what to say.

Troy is uberluber cute but he's a nuisance sometimes cos he won't stop talking.

Okayyy I've got a long day ahead of me. Taaa`

Thursday, February 7, 2008 @ 6:25 PM

I'm so boredz.

Yah I know its the CNY but somehow the celebratory mood and festive spirit haven't got into me. Or maybe its cos I've got noone my age whom I can talk to. The young ones are in my bro's room and the adults in the living. Sadz.

Was unfortunate to get the bloody flu today, so am nursing a running nose and crushing headache now. But silver lining in the clouds, more angbaos this year! :D Cos we're doing more visiting, to more relatives whom I dont know existed. Hahah.

I wonder what the rest of my friends are doing now.. :\ I miss the cprawnies!

Okayy safiah just dsc-ed on me. ): I need someone to talk to!

O yeah. Last min cny shopping ytd. Oh boyyyyz wasn't it a RUSH. I had exactly 3 hours to get my things, so I practically grabbed whatever looked nice in the shops. The queues at the fitting rooms were all SO LONG. Anw the shops closed before I got my shoes. ):

Ahhh I'm still bored. (yes i'm blogging just to keep myself occupied)

Its quite unprecedented, but I can't wait to start schooling in NJ, looking at how things have changed for me during this short period of time. I had unofficially swore not to join netball in NJ but silly Janelle's words have injected some kind of uncertainty in me. Nyehh. IDK.

All I need now is SLEEP.

Sunday, February 3, 2008 @ 10:13 PM

Omg the nonsensical tags on Charlene's blog are really LOL material.

"if i miss lion i can go t the zoo. but its diff for you, u have to go to wantho avenue"
"ahaha eh charlene you should just come to sa, can visit wan tho ave everyday!"

It rhymes yo! I think a poem about lionlionrawrrawr is quite possible. :D (okay kaiwei's gna kill me if she sees this)

Anyway, i just got my first hongbao today! (it rhymes again) My cousins are so bigggg now. Nicole's grown so... much vertically and horizontally. Infer yourself. Troy looks like a future playboy. :\ 'Cos he's like really cute! (omg paedophile) Anyhoo Nic is damn funny.

Nic: What do u want to do next time?
Ws: Business
Nic: You can do it in the toilet!

Okay it doesn't sound funny here. Btw she called my bro a "dim-witted pee-brain". So mean!

Shit there's school tmrrrw.
I need to go CNY shopping!

Friday, February 1, 2008 @ 10:28 AM

I'm so uberloobersuperduper depressed.
No amount of wax nor any kind of hairband can save my nothing-to-comb hair. And my hair's still too short for hair extensions, lah. Cries.

I have no "lian" to meet the rest of the world, so here I am using Shisi Jie's lappie at her house instead of attending lectures & tutorials. Howwwww I dont want to pon any more lessons! ):

Stupid hair.
I shall heed Shiwen's advice, and keep shampooing it.
SHAMPOO SHAMPOOO SHAMPOOOOOZ.

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOL!